GIRLS DO IT TOO!
I've been browsing through several stories of people's own masturbation experiences on this website. I haven't explored the Internet greatly on this topic but I have certainly found this website to be a safe haven to read about and share my own story. I think it's about time women start talking more about masturbation, and I'm relieved to see that it's finally happening.
I was always curious about my sexuality from a young age, reading books and getting information however possible. I remember looking in the mirror a lot, alone in my room, knowing that there was a whole new world at my fingertips and I just had to discover what was out there. I tried to masturbate with my fingers and felt some pleasure but it just didn't seem to work at the time.
But when I was 13 my parents got a Jacuzzi and being a Pisces I loved being in the water. It didn't take me long to figure out that I would REALLY learn to love the water! I would float around and let the jets land where they may and one night by total accident one of them shot right between my legs. It was so intense that I backed away, and then slid my bathing suit away from my vagina and came back for more. In less than 30 seconds I had the first of many orgasms to come. I always wondered if my parents knew why I stayed out in the Jacuzzi so long, and I was always looking around making sure no one could see me. I was very careful, but I was very persistent.
When the Jacuzzi wasn't fired up I looked for other outlets, and somehow ended up in the bathroom sink. I was very small and the sink was pretty large. I liked the water hot and I could also watch my reactions in the mirror, which only intensified the effect.
I continued with these pleasures all through high school, but I felt so much guilt and shame over it. I felt like it was weird, especially for a girl. None of my friends at school ever talked about it and it was only mentioned in books in very brief and technical wording. This wasn't very long ago either!
Now that I'm nearing my 30s and have been married several years, I have realized that what I went through was more normal than I thought. It has helped my overall sexuality in many ways and it's not something I have to hide or be ashamed of with my husband. I just wish that when I was 13 I would have had a source like this, just to read one woman's story so that I could have saved myself several years of guilt and shame over something that is so natural and so beautiful.
Thank you for taking time to read my story and I would encourage you to share your's too if you haven't already. --Christy