Going back as far as I can remember I have always had an interest in diapers. They are something that just catches my attention and get me aroused. For years I always would dream about trying a diaper, but I never had the courage to buy them, until one summer day when I was 18.
I can still remember everything so clearly. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone so there is no way I was ever going to buy them at the local Value Drugmart so off I go to the nearest town an hour away. The whole time driving I am so nervous but yet more excited and aroused than I have ever been before. I finally arrive at the pharmacy and it is time to make the purchase.
I head into the store and I walk around scoping the place out, and I was some what relieved to find I was the only one in there. So over to the diapers I go looking for the largest diaper I can find, which is a boys huggies pullups. As I am looking over the package reading the size an employee comes over and asks if I need any assistance. I was so nervous I was almost shaking and I stood there speechless for what felt like forever. The lady who was probably in her early 30's, must have sensed my unease and nervousness and proceeded to ask me if I knew the weight or waist size of the boy the diapers were for. I was caught off guard with the question and was again quiet and my face was getting redder by the second. Finally I told her the diapers were for someone with a 28' waist.
With that she told me those were not going to fit too well and to follow her, which I did. We headed across the store to an aisle I have always avoided, where the feminine hygiene products were. It was there where she pointed out the adult incontinence products. Next was the question of the level of protection that was needed. With a little less hesitation this time I said lots. She then asked if I wanted pull on style or briefs, and cloth like or plastic outer covering, to which I had to ask what the difference was as then I had no clue what briefs were. She explained to me that briefs were like traditional baby diapers in that they had side tapes, and with out thinking I quickly said those are definately the ones I would to try. As soon as the words left my mouth I thought I was going to die of embarrassment.
The lady now with a slight smile pulled a package of Depends Maximum from the shelf and handing them to me saying this should fit me just fine. As we were heading to the checkout she asked if this was my first time purchasing diapers and if I had any questions don't be afraid to ask. At this point I was extremely nervous still but I was feeling more comfortable with her as she was so calm and relaxed. I admitted to her that it was my first time. She then asked if I was buying for medical need or just curiosity? With a quiet voice a admitted it was for curiosity. Now at the till she rang the diapers through and I paid her.
I stood there expecting her to put the pack of diapers in a bag but instead she slid them toward me and pointed toward the back of the small store and said that I was more than welcome to use the washroom to try one out. I took her up on the offer and headed to the washroom which was just a single toilet mens and womens.
In there I dropped my pants and underwear and opened the package and pulled out a diaper which I could not get over how loud it crinkled and how smooth the plastic felt. After a bit of time examining the diaper I finally placed it between my legs and fastened one side then the other. It felt better than I could have imagined. I was so turned on at that moment I didn't care about anything.
I ran my hand over the front of the diaper enjoying the feel and sound. I could feel myself slowly building toward an orgasm as I continued grinding my hand on the front of the diaper. I heard a knock on the door and I froze and it was a sobering moment as I thought about everything that was taking place. It was the lady who had helped me and she was asking if I was having trouble and that she had brought me a bag so I didn't have to show the world what I just bought. She also assured me I was still the only customer in the store and the pharmacist was in the back office.
I unlocked the door and opened it a crack just expecting her to hand me the bag but instead pushed the door open and stepped into the door way. There I was in a diaper, t-shirt and socks. She then asked how they felt and if it was what I was wanting. I said it was better than I ever could have imagined. She moved in and closed the door and quietly said that it looked like I was really enjoying them. I stood there not knowing what to say. After a few moments of silence she said that it looked like I had things under control and turned and closed the door. I went back to rubbing the front of my diaper and within moments I had by far one of my most intense orgasms ever.
I removed the diaper and put it in the small waste basket by the toilet and put on another diaper. After admiring it in the mirror for a moment I pulled on my pants and put my underwear and diapers in the bag and walked out into the store.
I headed toward the door and on the way by the till the lady said have fun and you looked sexy. I thanked her and out the door I went.
To this day I replay the events and wish I was not so shy and would have done something, anything to have taken the lady up on what she was trying to offer in the washroom. All she was doing was waiting for me to accept.