A high risk new thrill
Just recently I have started doing something which both excites and disturbs me. It is the sort of high risk thrill seeking that makes people have sex outdoors or in a club toilet I guess, but somehow it feels riskier.
I have started to log on to internet chat sites with random webcam where you move quickly from one person to another. I strip topless or naked and cover the cam until I see someone else who looks frisky/horny like me. Male or female, I don't care. Those sites are full of people masturbating or exposing themselves, mainly guys but sometimes women. I reckon about 80% of the sites are people looking to cum.
Once I see someone who is masturbating or looks like they might, I uncover the cam and flash my tits, sometimes stroking them and pulling at my nipples. You would be amazed at the reaction. Guys speed up their solo action, some even moan aloud when they see me. And on one occasion I masturbated to a climax with another girl. I can't tell you how excited that made me. It was as thrilling as any sex I have ever had.
I get more daring as it goes on, lowering the camera between my legs, showing my pussy or bare arse. It is so thrilling to see how my body turns other people on, regardless of what they look like. I obviously don't show my face and try to get as little background in as I can as you never know who is watching you.
One of the biggest thrills is catching site of my own naked body on the screen. It feels so daring, almost scarily so. My heart is in my mouth, jumping about madly, as I look at my tits, my pussy and men or women masturbating over them. The adrenalin rush is the biggest I have had from sex.
I know this is wrong. I am careful not to expose myself to anyone under age or anything like that, but I have a man in my real life who does satisfy me sexually. Am I being unfaithful? He would freak if he knew.
I just feel so highly sexed and horny at times that I just want more. I would never, ever have real sex with anyone else and I don't even think of this as virtual sex. The thrill is being seen nude by strangers, being exposed masturbating for them and the anonymity of it all.
I shouldn't recommend it but I do. It has been one of, if not the most sexually explosive things I have ever done. Who knows, maybe you strangers on Solo Touch have seen me naked and cumming. That thought makes me wet and makes me want to do it again. Am I a lost cause?!