I used to masturbate when I was younger but my grandmother would not allow me to do it. I then started masturbating when I was 11 or 12. And I really love it. I get really turned on and I get really hot and sexual after I masturbate. During, last summer I used to watch Undressed and Spyder Games on MTV which is pretty much almost porn tv. I will be continuing the tradition this summer and so forth. I could see other people have sex with each other and make-out. Then I really got interested in having sex for the 1st time. When I got this computer in October I found porn websites and links. I used to view them a lot. I got really turned on. I just couldn't wait to get down and dirty with someone special. Then I didn't want my father to find out so I used to view them when he wasn't home. I stripped down and masturbated and licked my breasts. I got the lips of my pussy and then squeeze my legs so I got really hot and sweaty. Then I got AIM and I chatted on chat rooms about sex topics for example home alone and lesbians. I met guys and girls. I started cybering and it was then I really couldn't wait to have sex and give oral sex and french kissing. During my school vacations I would do strip teases and really cyber. I would practically do what they said they wanted me to do really at home. I then found my pussy and I put pens and nail polish sticks inside of my pussy. And that really turned me on. I had sex fantasies with certain people. Now I put my fingers in side my pussy and found my clit and sometimes I get organisms or start to cum. I really get sweaty. I am in real need for sex. I play with myself and online like all the time. I masturbate almost every night. I try to get my cat to lick me but he gets scared. I just love sex and masturbation. It's just the best thing to do. I love older men to chat with and have sex with when I am older or soon.