Cousin and I

My cousin and I used to hang out all the time. I always knew I was gay and I was very curious. The first time anything happened we were younger. We were having a sleep over at his house. We had spent the day hanging around out side, playing in the sand behind his house and just being kids. When it came time for bed we, as kids do, stayed up as late as we could. He was playing video games and I was watching. Out of the blue he said, "I know something about you." "What?' I asked him. "I know you're uncircumcised". We had taken baths together when we were younger, but I never thought he would have remembered. It had been a few years. "Yeah..." I said. And being the opportunistic, curious kid I was added "Do you want to see it?" He hesitated for a minute. I could feel my cock rising in my athletic shorts and he had to have seen it. Mind you, I had some good pubes coming in and a pretty large dick. About 6 inches. He was taking a while to respond and I knew he was thinking about it and probably a little scared. "I don't mind if you're curious..." I said. "Sure," he finally responded. His ceiling light was on so it was very bright in the room. I pulled down my shorts revealing my boxer-briefs. He stared at the outline of my cock. His eyes were huge. I pulled my boxer-briefs down and he let out an audible gasp. We were sitting side by side and he was just staring. I stood up in front of him with my legs spread apart a bit. "It's so hairy!" He said, still staring. By now I was throbbing. I asked him to show me his but he refused, he seemed a little embarrassed. I stroked mine a couple of times and told him he could touch it if he wanted. He hesitated , watching me stroke it now and again. He reached up and wrapped his hand around it and pulled on it a bit. He ran his fingers over my foreskin--which is retractable but still covers my cock head when I'm hard--and pulled on it a little. After a second he grabbed my balls. "They are so big and hairy..." He said. I asked him to show me his again and he again refused. After that he lost interest and said he was going to bed. He laid down and so did I. (Still very horny having not gotten off...). We were laying in a T shape. His feet were pointed at my chest. And we fell asleep. Sometime in the night (probably not much later) I woke up and was grinding my still hard cock on his feet. He woke up and started moving his feet against my cock. I parted his feet, put my cock between them and fucked them slowly. I came all over his ankles. He wiped them off and we went back to sleep. We didn't see each other that much after that as I moved to a town about an hour away. When I was 16 and going into my senior year of high school grandma decided she wanted to take us all (My brother, two cousins and I) to a local amusement park. We all met there the day before, hung out, and chatted. When it came time for bed, my cousin jumped in the shower, and after he did I did as well. When I got out of the shower I went into the bedroom and my cousin was still up and watching TV. To my surprise he was watching what we called skinemax. The late night softcore porn on cinemax. He was wearing a white tank top and athletic shorts, with a very obvious tent. I instantly stated to rise. He got of the bed, motioned for me to follow and went into the basement. There was a small patch of carpet on the floor and he immediately started grabbing my cock. I was oozing precum through a thin pair of cotton pagans pants. I grabbed his cock and it was fat. Probably about 7 inches and 6 in girth. To my surprise he pulled my pants down and got on his knees. He licked my now 7.5 inch, very hairy cock and started sucking it. I was shocked! So shocked I came in about a minute. I pulled his head off my cock and caught my cum in my foreskin so as not to make a mess. It was incredibly hot. I got on my knees and started returning the favor. It was at that point we heard my grandmother hollar down the stairs "I don't know what you boys are doing down there but you better knock it off." And we did. I never got to finish the job... Until later that year. Once again I was staying at his house. We had hung out for his birthday and he invited me to stay the night. Needless to say, I was hoping for some action. When it came time for bed he went to his room and I was stuck on the couch. Disappointing. Not twenty minutes later he poked his head out the bedroom door and motioned me in. When I walked in he had porn on the TV. It was a girl getting fucked by a skinny hairy guy. His shorts had an obvious tent. He whipped his shorts off and stood there completely naked. I was drooling. He was ripped. Hard six pack. Built arms. Hairy, hard, huge cock. And thighs like a horse's. His cock was about 8 inches long. He sat down, leaned over took my cock out and started sucking. Once again the excitement was too much and I blew my load after about a minute catching my cum in my foreskin. This time I got to return the favor. I got on my knees and played and sucked his monster cock like there was no tomorrow. I licked his balls and went back to sucking. He said he was going to cum soon so I pulled off and he shot over his shoulder, then hit his chin, then all over his chest and the rest dribbled into his pubes. It was so hot but I immediately regretted not swallowing. He got up wiped off and I walked out. We never exchanged a word before, during, or after. We never fooled around again, he's bi but more into women now and I'm the same ole cock sucker. I will always look back with fond memories and often fantasize about the chance to do it all again...