After discovering masturbation to orgasm at the age of 13 and then the delights of boys at 14 and finally, full on sex at 15, (and a little experimentation with other girls along the way) I have finally decided that for now, no one makes me cum better than I can myself, but after a while....
..things got a little samey. I was looking at one of those free porn sites. I won't name it as there may be rules against it on here. I was looking at lesbian porn and came across a compilation of young lesbians who were peeing either on each other, (which I liked) into each other's mouths (which made me squirm with disgust) or through their panties. (Which made me interested. I thought that it was just something they put in the film for pervey men who like that sort of thing, then I saw one clip where the girl was clearly enjoying it, and it got me thinking. Sometimes I pee in the shower.
I guess I spent about an hour with what I had seen rattling around my head. So to get rid of it, I decided I would shower and go out to the mall. I must admit as I stood there in the water, I was getting horny. I rubbed my pussy a little, but even though I was feeling sexy, I didn't get aroused too much. I dried myself, dressed and walked to the mall. It was a lovely hot day and I wore a white t shirt (no bra) a blu denim skirt and pale blu cotton panties. I had a coffee, did a whole bunch of window shopping and then had another one. Then, as I walked to the next store, I felt the urge to pee. I remembered the girl on the film. How she had been sitting on a grass bank reading a horny book and she had allowed herself to gently pee herself and in that moment I knew that's what I wanted to do.
So, on the walk home, I found a little grassy bank where I could sit and made sure my skirt was out of the way. The grass felt cool against my ass and I felt highly wired at the thought of what I was about to do. It took a few minutes for me to pluck up the courage and to relax enough to let just a little go, but when I did, holy SHIT it felt erotic. I let a little more go and felt the warmth and wetness spread. Then I let it all go, but ohhh so slowly. Through it all, I felt my clit throbbing so hard. I ached to touch myself, and for a moment I considered masturbating there and then. Instead, I stood up, smoothed my skirt down and walked a little ways. Then I knew I wasn't going to make it. So I got myself into the next shop and used their bathroom. I slipped my panties off and into their bin and then sat on the can with my legs spread like some kind of slut and masturbated. I even let myself imagine there was a security cam in there. It felt totally wonderful.
I now realise that I need an added dimension to my masturbation. I need the thrill of the forbidden or the erotic. I would love to do it where I KNEW I was being filmed. I would love to do it in public, maybe on a bus where only one or two guys could see me. (OK, OR girls). It seems to me that seeing that clip released a whole lot of stuff that I have to explore.