Work from home became jerk from home

[readyfreddy]

I have always masturbated a lot. But during the pandemic, it has gotten out of control. My wife and I have practically no sex life anymore, but even during better times, I would masturbate every day given the opportunity. She has always said she assumes I look at porn and masturbate and is OK with it, but she would be appalled if she knew how much I actually masturbated (even at my least frequent) and the volume and variety of porn I watch. Pre-Covid, our schedules worked out that I would be home alone a few days during the week where I'd have a few hours to myself, and I would take full advantage of that time. There would probably be only 3 or 4 days that I would masturbate each week, but I would typically try to squeeze out a couple loads each time. Basically, any time I was home alone, I was masturbating. Then Covid hit. We were home together 24/7 for several months, and I struggled to find enough me time. Again, she is supposedly fine with me masturbating, but has never been aware of me doing it, at least without her involvement.

I was working full time from home and enjoyed the newfound freedom of having porn open on my computer while working, even though for a while I couldn't quite find a good time to masturbate. As you might assume, it soon became a huge distraction, so I figured if I rubbed one out first thing in the morning, I'd get it out of my system and could shift my focus away from porn. But within an hour I was right back where I left off, wanting to go again. I started getting up earlier, so I could unload right away and then spend more time on a second, more fulfilling, session. This routine worked somewhat well for a while, but eventually she went back to work part time. I was home alone during the day more than I ever was before, naked and stroking my cock almost the whole time. It got to the point where I would cum 3 to 5 times during my work shift. (My record is 7.) I would essentially do 1 or 2 hours of actual work a day, but I still managed to earn praise from my superiors for my productivity. My workplace even has annual recognition awards, and one is for setting a good example, which I won for progress I made on a project during these difficult times. Little did they know most of that time was spent making progress on a load of cum. I can't even tell you how many times I've blown my load during an off camera zoom call.

A few weeks ago, we got the all clear to return to the office. I was devastated, but I knew it couldn't last. I decided to accept that could no longer spend my work days jerking off. I didn't jerk off the first morning before going in and found it was all I could think about throughout the day. On the second day, I jerked off first thing in the morning, but within an hour of sitting at my desk, I was already looking at porn on my phone. On day 3, I did something I had never done before in my whole life: I jerked off at work. It was in a stall in a seldom used bathroom. I immediately felt guilty and ashamed, feeling like I had crossed a line I swore I would never cross. I didn't jerk off at all the last two days of that week, vowing to myself to drastically ease off. But while dealing with work frustrations on Monday morning, I needed a release and knew I couldn't focus until I got it. I allowed myself to masturbate at work only occasionally, when I truly need it. Flash forward a couple weeks, and it's 2 or 3 times every day. I don't even feel bad about it anymore. I have accepted that I am a person who masturbates at work multiple times a day. I even overheard that I am up for an award again this year.

[theotherone44]

I have been working from home for years so I would also jerk off 2-3 times a day. Then Covid hit and the wife and son were home all day. Worse, my industry was in lockdown so I had no work to do. All the time in the world but I couldn’t jerk off! I would sneak one in during shower time and eventually things opened up and the wife would be out more shopping or the gym so I could sneak one in. But it was rushed so not as enjoyable. She now goes to the office a couple days a week so I can get back to my routine and enjoy long edging sessions.

[fkiss36]

I'm with you on jerking off during work hours at home. I've spent days masturbating while trying to get work done. I've talked on the phone to clients and employees with my cock in hand, soaking wet from hours of edging. My productivity definitely suffers. I find the best way to deal with it is just to acknowledge that I am going to waste at least an hour looking at porn, mostly female masturbation, joi and plenty of gangbang action too. after edging for at least an hour, the orgasms are always great.

When my wife (who has little to no interest in sex anymore, despite being a real sexual dynamo when she was younger) was working at home too, I would be frustrated until she left the house or went to bed.

[love2edge]

I too work at home and chronically masturbate during the day while attempting to work. Sounds like an AA meeting doesn't it? I enjoy the heck out of it and have bought a camera to do some camming. Have cammed with some here and have had some wonderful cums with them. The newest thing is jerking on whereby with multiple people. That really gets me off.

I also think that if I get the cum out of the way, I can work better but I'm lying to myself. I usually start wanking again in an hour or two. It just feels to darn good.