Ashamed of Tiny Dick
Ff42004a
Ashamed of tiny dick in gym shower
I have been ashamed my entire life about my very small penis and balls. I have recently started giving into my humiliation fetish and the embarrassment I feel is so deep that I am having a hard time stopping. The thought of more and more people finding out about me makes me feel petrified. I am always shaved everywhere and before I left for the gym this day I shaved smooth. It always makes me feel like such a sissy to shave everywhere . Like a girl has to......
I got to the gym and worked out.... the entire time dreading what I was about to do. I kept looking around thinking who might see me in there. When I finally was ready to go in there I swear I was about to be sick. I went to the locker room and got down to my underwear. There was one guy at the sink, and one in the shower. I turned away from them and lowered my underwear and stepped out of them....... I was naked, scared and very embarrassed. I could feel how red my face was, it was like my entire body was blushing. I closed my eyes and turned around to walk without my towel to the shower. I looked up and the guy at the sink was now walking toward me.... and as I walked past him I could see him looking at my little penis . I was so shriveled, it just kind of pokes out as I walk.... its so humiliating. I got past him and opened up the curtain to the shower. I quickly got to the other side of the guy who was still in there and turned the water on. The water was cold and wouldn't really warm up that well. But it wouldn't have mattered, I was already completely shriveled... my little balls were tight up to my body . I kept myself turned away form him till he shut the water off, then I hesitantly turned around to wash my butt as he walked past me. I was so taken back by the size of his soft cock that my mouth opened a little..... he looked at me and I wanted to die. I have never felt like such a sissy in all my life. He had to have been 6 inches soft..... and had big balls..... as he walked out I could not help but stare down at my tiny baby dick and want to crawl under a rock. I am so much smaller than everyone else!!! I stayed in the shower for about 30 minutes. Which to the guys coming in and out of the locker room, bathroom, and the 2 other guys who showered while I was in there it must have seemed like I was a cock watcher . I soaped up my body... my butt... and my little pee pee both times the new men were showering in there with me. I was so scared my penis never even twitched or tried to get hard, so I was stuck with my little penis soft as a noddle and poking over my little sac. Probably better off I didn't get hard, I would have been in more trouble. Both other guys had big thick cocks too....both much bigger than mine.... longer.... fuller.... with real man balls...... not little baby balls. why am I the only one with a little penis I am always left thinking!?
After that third man left. I wiped myself off with my hands the best I could and made the walk back over to my locker. I had to walk past one of the men who just showered, and another guy at the sink. My little penis bobbed up and down a little bit as I walked past them. I was so ashamed ..... and beat red still. I have never been so happy to see my stuff still in my locker. I was panicking about it not being there, and being towel less. I was hoping I would see someone small like me....... but I did not..... it seems everyone has a big cock except me...
Author:Ff42004a | Category: Sex Stories Male Gay
Posted on: 15 Apr 2017
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I to am on the smaller end of the spectrum both in the length of ny shaft and the diameter of my scrotum and I love my size. To me it is perfect . I remember feeling inadequate when i was young and saw larger swinging meat in the gym at school. But at some point that stopped becoming a concern. I was loving my junk. It was perfectly sized for my body. So now my thoughts are, I have a sexy custom made cock, which gives me alot of joy! Enjoy what you have and the pleasure you recieve from it.
When I was about 13 my dad took me to the doctor to find out if my penis size was normal. While the doc said it was, I was humiliated and concerned about the fact my dad thought it was too small. Back then I didn't know about "showers" and "growers" but later I found out that I was obviously a grower because my erect dick is 6.5." In a way I look back and thank my dad for raising doubts in my mind because I think it spurred me to be much more sexually aggressive than normal. To, I guess, prove to myself that my dick was adequate. Resulting in me having fucked five different girls by the time I was 15 and continuing on to a very full and rich sex life.
For most of my young life I thought my cock was about the smallest ever made. I then found out about the difference between showers and growers and realized I was a definite grower. I then did some more research and found out that the newest and best study of men's erect penis size turns out to be between 5.1" and 5.5". An earlier study that was depended on for many years had too small a sample size and the average was mistakenly said to be between 6" and 6.5". Think about it. There are some very long penises out there but to make the average 5.1 - 5.5 there also have to be very many smaller erect penises out there. Then realize that the growers and very small when flaccid and you have to understand that there are many guys out there who have very small flaccid penises. So, why do you not see any other small flaccid penises like yours in the gym? It's because these men are too embarrassed to come to the gym in clothes that require them to change in the locker room and they go home all sweaty and shower there instead of in the gym showers. What does that say about you? It says you are a much gutsy man than all the guys who either refuse to go to the gym because of their small penises and those who go home to shower for the same reason. Don't think of yourself as a man who is less than. Think of yourself and a strong minded man who is willing to accept his body as God made you and also compare yourself to the more accurate average erect penis size. You just may find out you are much more "normal" than you ever thought. I certainly did.
I relate 100%. My heart races any time I am naked in public bc I a nervous someone will see my little dick. I usually try to be a little hard so I don't look so small. And when I see other guys at urinals or locker rooms, they're always bigger. That said, I love sneaking a peek at guys changing or showering. I usually think of them later when I jo.
I have always been a "normal" guy who thinks like you.....meaning that my cock is not "worthy" however, all of my life it has been a very fulfilling time with partners and never had any issues, well except fora few trolls on the cam sites but then that 2% is always out there now as I have aged and after three hernia operations thre has been some additional minimizing results....but do what makes you happy and accept what you have and enjoy it and learn to enjoy it...I have it makes a huge difference and wonderful times as well....