When a Girl Spreads Her Legs....

When I was 13, just the act of spreading my legs used to make me super wet. Even if I wasn’t thinking about anything especially sexy, fully clothed or naked, opening my legs was garuanteed to make me wet.  A little later, when thoughts of penetration started, it actually made me back off. Being penetrated is a bitter sweet thing for a girl. We want it.....God....we want it, but we know it will hurt, that we may bleed, and that the first few times won’t be as nice as the porn videos make out. Having a dick inside for the first time feels like being stretched wide open. Wider than is comfortable. Its only after we learn nothing bad will happen that this feeling morphs into something nice.  I would often come home from school and spread my legs just for the hell of it. Sometimes....most times...I’d be fully clothed. I’ve always loved the feeling of damp panties. Its a mark of my sexuality, and I love it. I know girls who hate it though. So, I’m 13, lying on my bed, or on the bathroom floor, legs spread wide and knees up. I would imagine someone looking up between my legs. It might be a boy from school, or a teacher, or even my dad or brother. It just depended where my dirty little mind went. Sometimes, it might be a nun or a monk.  Then I might run through my panties and make myself cum even more wetly into the material, or I might pull the crotch to,one side. I loved doing that...especially if I was alone in the house and I could verbalise. “Look....look at my cunt.” I love that word. Cunt....quim....I don’t go much on pussy or snatch....I didn’t then, and I don’t now. If you ever fuck me, don’t ask to cum in my pussy, ask instead “Can I cum in your cunt?”  Sometimes I would thrust my hips up and down. That, at 13/14, felt really dirty. I could imagine someone between my legs screwing me, and me responding in kind.  The first time I squirted, I really thought I’d peed myself. When I confessed to my best friend, she said “Fuck it. Doesn’t matter if you did...anyway...peeing your panties can feel really dirty.”  So I tried it one day, and guess what...it feels really sexy. So, sometimes, I would go into the yard instead of my bedroom or bathroom. I’d squat down and let it go real slow. If I felt horny enough, I’d cum without even touching myself.  But yes, I’d fantasise sometimes about my dad. I think a lot of girls see dad as the alpha male, and when we come to sexual maturity, there’s something about attracting the alpha of our packs. I would listen to him and mom fucking and at first, I’d imagine he was fucking me, but as I got more sophisticated, I’d imagine they were role playing. In this scenario, mom would have gotten mynused underwear from the hamper, and had dressed up like me. Dad would call mom my name, and they would role play taking my cherry. Jeez....that used to turn me on sooooo much!  When I did finally do something in the family it was with my brother, and it happened by accident. Tickling became something much more. I remember feeling him enter me, and knowing it was what I wanted more than anything....not just for the sex part, but simply because it was taboo. I wasn’t even on birth control then and had to go get the morning after pill. I told him it was ok to cum in me, which actually it wasn’t, but even that added to the heat of the moment.  Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and tell myself “You fucked your own brother....many times.” I do it to see if I regret it. I don’t. I’d do it again if the circumstances were right. It felt deliciously forbidden, horny as fuck, and utterly yummy.  Sometimes, I’d find my used panties had been jacked off into. Brother? Dad? Some friend of theirs who had visited the house and used the bathroom? I don’t know or care. Someone felt my scent was enough to make them horny. Its a power to be able to make a guy do that...and I love it. No, I don’t feel violated in the least. If we met, any of my male readers, and you asked me for my panties, I’d have no problem in giving them to you...as long as I got to watch you.  Ah, but females? Yes. There have been three times when, between when I was 15-18, I am pretty certain my panties were used by girls. How do I know? Well, a girl gets to know her own scent very well....and her own taste. I found a pair of my panties on the floor in my sister’s room. They certainly had my stains in the inside of the crotch, but there were stains on the outside of the front....stains that didn’t smell like me...or taste like me. I am fairly sure my sister used them for masturbation, or maybe her girlfriend did. I don’t know.  I love oral sex, both giving and receiving. Having someone cum in your mouth is the most amazing privilege. I tend to lose it when I cum like that, and if you ever go down on me, you’d better be ready for a thorough soaking. I squirt a lot. And I mean a lot! Might I pee in your mouth? No...I can control that now and you need have no fear of that....unless, of course, you’d like me to.  Finally, I played around with videos on phones and once videos myself masturbating beside my sleeping sister on what was the worst fucking vacation I’ve ever had. I never posted it anywhere or sent it to anyone, but I did show it to my then boyfriend. He looked at what I was doing and at my sister as she gently stirred in her sleep. His raging boner told me he liked what he was seeing. In the end he told me it was the most sexy thing he’d ever seen. Poor guy, he was clearly struggling to find the words to describe how he felt, but in the end he said “it’s like having sex with you while smelling your sister’s panties”.  Shortly after that we did exactly that. I sneaked a pair of her panties, and he smelled them as he fucked me. It was the first time in my life I can say I was honestly fucked savagely. As he smelled her he gave me such a pounding. I managed to say “Your smelling her cunt while you’re fucking mine,” I felt him cum so much it ran down his shaft over my ass and onto the bed. We did that a couple more times before we broke up. He’d better be careful if he asks another girl to do that for him. She will either be delighted, or fucking furious!