What a sensational feeling.

 I have a friend that has always wanted to be the first to perform anal sex on me and cum inside me for some reason, but I've never been to fond, or even had a desire of having my ass played with. He brings it up every time we see each other and whenever we talk on the phone, which made last night no exception. My wife has tickled my ass checks which feels real nice and has barely touched, or rubbed my asshole a few times, but other then that nothing at all.  Something changed after I got off the phone with him last night. I became rather curious and a got a little horny thinking about him wanting to fuck me and how it would feel, so I started reading up about first time anal sex. I read all about cleaning yourself out as much as possible and to make sure to use plenty of lubricant...then more lubricant...take your time...go easy...if it starts hurting to stop and also lots of other interesting advice. I found myself getting aroused over something I never thought would happen and even began giving serious thought of just how something would feel up inside my asshole.  Nobody was going to be coming anywhere near me to fuck my ass for the first time, until I found out on my own if I even liked how it felt and if I could tolerate it. While going to the bathroom I began thinking about it more and more, even making up my mind to give it a try once I was done and cleaned up. My wife was home, but she had no idea about what I was about to do and only thought I came out of the bathroom to get my robe and take a shower. I did just as she thought, but she didn't know a thing about the big jar of vaseline, or one of her vibrators I had under my robe.  I took a shower and got my backside as clean as possible before turning the water off and leaning against the wall. I took a large finger full of vaseline and covered the opening to my asshole and then took another nice wad of vaseline and made sure there was plenty up inside of me as well. I then really coated the entire vibrator with vaseline...bent over slightly and upon turning it on placed the some what pointed head up against the opening and began to feel the vibrations. I continued this for a few minutes and stopped to put more vaseline on the head of the vibrator, which slid up inside myself about two inches. I don't have a prostate any longer that can be massaged, but I loved how the sensations were traveling all though my body making my cock get hard.   There was no pain involved and being very well lubed up surely helped allow it to enter my ass, so as it vibrated I slowly and gently inserted it further up inside me stopping to feel the pleasure, before sliding it just a little further inside me. It felt so amazing having my ass filled up that I now have an idea of how a woman's pussy feels full of cock, only not vibrating. I was able to slide all 6" of a not so small vibrating dildo up my own ass, then let go of it because of how the head and shaft were made and it stayed all the way up inside me.   Amazing..splended..spectacular..sexy..arousing..even hours after taking my own ass for the first time it's still feels wonderful and giving me half a hard-on. I now have to one day...somehow...someway get my wife to fuck me with one of her vibrators, or do myself when we are masturbating together. That might be a challenge, but I'm up for the task, especially after knowing how very sexy it made me feel and I dare not mention this to my friend...at least not until I get more use to being fucked up the ass and liking how it feels.