I get aroused watching the videos I posted online.
People have asked me if I get turned on watching my own masturbation videos, and the answer is yes. I have a friend who is a writer, and this friend tells me that she writes the types of books she likes to read. When I record videos of myself masturbating, I'm doing the same thing. I'm making the type of porn I like to watch. I get so annoyed and dissatisfied with most of the porn that's out there, because it looks fake. I wanted to see more porn of real women clearly enjoying themselves, so this is what I made. To me, there's nothing more arousing than seeing a woman having solo sex with the camera placed between her legs to give us a close up gynecological view of the action. I like seeing the vulva in all its exposed, swollen, and naturally lubricated glory as it is being stimulated by its owner. I like seeing the pc muscle twitch during her orgasm. Since that's my preferred type of porn, that's the type I made. When I'm watching one of my videos, all the good memories of the moment when I made it come back to me. I relive the masturbation session I had as I watch it on my computer screen. I might also scroll down to see the comments that other viewers left, and I get further aroused knowing that I aroused somebody else. I tend also to browse similar videos of other real women masturbating, spending most of my time on the close ups, but the full body angles are nice to see on occasion, too, if I want more variety. My vagina gets wetter and wetter as I watch my own and other women's masturbation videos. I eagerly anticipate transitioning from the porn watching phase of my self-pleasure session to the masturbation phase. Maybe some people think it is narcissistic for me to get turned on by watching my own masturbation videos, but I don't care. If something makes my autosexual life better, I'm going to do it.
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