Trying to Hide Evidence of Youthful Reactions

While still at school and at the age 13/14 I became interested in girls and their bodies. I would make every effort to look at their growing breasts. Any chance to see accidental shows of their panties to recall pictures in my mind while I rubbed my cock achieved the thrill of rubbing. I loved the shape of their growing breast, always looking to see their nipples. There were a few accidental touch of their soft and tender bumps. Other times I would try to be 'pushed' into touching them. One time a girl actually smiled and obviously welcomed the attention. I was not only pleasantly surprised but went home trying to hide my small but straining erection, with my jacket . As I continued to think of how soft the girl's breast felt, the tip of my penis became a little sticky and a spot began to show on the front of my trousers. I must have looked a bit odd trying to hide both my erection and now a wet stain that appeared to be getting a little bigger every time I looked at it. I continued to get a sweet feeling with this sticky fluid. When I got home and to my room I slid my hand into my pants and began spreading this sticky fluid over the tip of my ever-growing penis. Before I had only had dry runs but this was another sensation. I kept running over and over again in my mind the soft touch of the gir'ls breast and rubbing my lubricated penis. Before I knew it I came so sweetly, but this time there was a little white cum dripping out. Yeah I am a man, I thought! I heard about other boys cumming and loved the warm feeling afterwards. I could not wait to see my spunk again and it was not long before I came again. I became a regular wanker, thinking of bras, breasts, nipples and camel-toed panties.  I was always returning this one girl's inviting smile. This continued to fuel my regular wanks over the next few day but I needed to hide the sweet residue of self pleasuring when as I continued to jerk off hands-in-pants. I began to wrap a small plastic bag around my cock to retain the love juice, with a little added bit of saliva. I loved the slippery feeling and would happily ejaculate in it without fear of leaving tell-tale signs of my masturbating. At the time I was too shy to purchase lubricated condoms. When I began dating and making out, I would push tissue paper in my underwear to hide my pre-cum, when I discreetly rubbed my cock against my then girlfriend's leg or hand. It turned me on further when I knew she was aware of my cock rubbing against her. Thus I avoided having to hide any tell-tale stains from their dads when I left their house. I always thought the girls had the advantage, that they could hide wet panties under their skirts or dresses. Guys just have to shift to hide or cover their erections, especially when they were on automatic alert..