My best Friend James

by b_goodjohnny I have been dwelling on this story for nearly a month now and can't get it out of my head, maybe if I write it out I can quit thinking about it. A little history about me. I grew up in LA, that's Louisiana, in a family of 7 boys and no girls. I'm the third oldest, 19. My other brothers are all somewhere between 2 and 3 years apart. My two older brothers are 22 and 25, my youngest brother is 12. They taught about sex, jackin off, hell everything a kid needs to know, his older brother can provide. Neither of my two older brothers are gay, and in fact I am not certain that any of my brothers are gay. but I ve been visiting your page and because of a recent event, I just have to write about this new event that occurred in hopes that I can stop thinking about it so damn much. About 2 and a half years ago at a party in my home town I was introduced to this guy by the name of James (real name, don't mind using it cause he'll never see this I feel certain of it) James and I hit it off as friends right away, now he's 22 years old, a fun guy to pal around with, likes to joke allot, good social drinker on weekends, into country music, plays music (drums), and he's into trucks. Seems he and I have everything in common I also like and do all of the things I wrote above, I play guitar and like music allot. James and I began jamming together and gradually added new faces to the group and now we have a small band of sorts that gets together often to play. James also comes from a large family of mostly boys, he's the youngest son. He is a well built, tall guy, at least 6 feet, dirty blond hair, and a mustache. He looks like Alan Jackson the singer, for true, and we nick-named him "AJ" because of his appearance. James and I both always wear a hat, cowboy or cap, always something. We both say we'd feel naked with out a hat. Well, this is really one of the best friends I have had since high school. I have more in common with him than anyone I knew in high school. We go out together on Fridays and Saturdays and one of us usually is the no-drinker if its only us. Sometimes there's a gang of us and then we both drink. A lot of times we go in separate trucks just in case one of us gets lucky and needs to get away from the rest. It happens more that we expect, and seems that every week or so one of us if not both is getting laid on a Friday or Saturday night. So you get the idea of the type of friends we are, I guess its a "male bonding" thing we do. I don't think our friendship is very different from that of allot of guys. But what happened a few weeks ago has blown me away and I can't get it out of my head. It started when my youngest brother Jacob got a tent as a pre-Xmas gift from his godfather who visited us Thanksgiving week. My entire family is very outdoor oriented so Jacob had been bugging the hell out of us at home to take him camping. Finally I agreed to do so, and invited James to come along. Our next door neighbor has a hunting camp and we made arrangements to use it one wkend when there was a break in the hunting season. We packed our food and gear in my boat, and headed to the camp on a Friday afternoon, planning to return on Sunday. The camp is only reachable by boat, probably some 6+ miles or so away down a bayou adjacent to where we live. Jacob brought his tent, James and I brought beer and some whiskey, (we always take a few swigs of JD when we go out on wkends, seems to be a mark of tradition for James and I to kickoff a night on the town) We also brought fishing gear and planned to do a little of that. Once there we unpacked the boat, we both helped Jacob set up his tent a few yards from the camp. We arrived at the camp about 4 pm, having just enough time to set up Jacob's tent before night fall. About 6 PM I realized that I left the fishing bait in my truck and decided to make a run back to the boat launch and get it. I didn't want the smelly stuff staying in my truck overnight. The whole trip would have taken me about an hour in day time and we suspected perhaps 2 hours or so at night because of darkness and slower boating. Its a straight shot once on the main waterway so I was not concerned about making a night trip, I had driven the boat at night many times, plus my dad had give us his cell phone if I had a problem. I left the two guys and about 15 minutes in to the trip the boat prop hit a submerged log or something and sheared the prop pin. I could go no further, I turned around and with the aid of the small trawling motor mounted on the front of the boat I was able to head back to the camp. It took me an hour to get back to the camp. As I approached the camp, I decided I'd creep up quietly and scare the shit out of my little brother. The more I thought about it the more I couldn't wait to do it. I anchored the boat some yards away, got on the bank and walked towards the camp. I could see a light in the camp and a another lantern in Jacob's tent. I slowly crept to his tent, looked inside, no one was there. I walked to the camp and look through the window in o the kitchen, no one, then I could hear some soft talking coming form the bed room/living room. I walked around the side of the camp, stood on a five gallon bucket and peered into the room. I just about fell off the bucked when I looked up. There was all 6 foot of James lying on one of the beds, totally naked, with is dick straight up and my little brother just playing with it like some new toy. James' head was just in front of me with his legs pointed away from me. I could have stood up in front of the window and look in and he would not have seen me. If that wasn't enough, Jacob was naked also. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. He was really going to town with James big dick. Jacob was lying down next to James with his butt facing me. I couldn't decided if I was pissed to the max. or what. The sight of my best friend and my kid brother naked freaked me out. But within a couple of minutes of watching them I had the biggest hardon and I couldn't stop watching. I didn't know if I was mad at James or at Jacob or who to be mad at. But I kept watching, and Jacob was sure doing his best to try and suck James dick. I could tell he wasn't doing to good a job, I had never seen James before, but he sure has a long, dick, I'd say at least 8 inches, with a very arrow shaped big head. Jacob could suck the head but couldn't go down very far, and I could hear James telling him how to do it, but as I watched I also could tell that James wasn't getting what he wanted out of it. James would make him stop, then he'd stroke his own dick a while and then get Jacob to suck the head. As I continued to watch, I realized that James was playing with Jacob's dick and balls, and was fingering my little brother ass. This all continued for some time, and I couldn't believe it was happening. how did an hour or so turn in to sex between my kid brother and my best "straight" friend? I still could not decided how I felt, I was angry but I realized, watching James and my brother had really turned me one I was hard as a rock and ready to blow. As I watched them, I couldn't hold it back took out my dick and started stroking, within a few minutes I shot a load. All the time I could hear James tell Jacob how to suck and lick his dick. Finally I heard James say, "OK, enough of this kid, le me show you how it done." In one swoop, he picked up Jacob by his waist and flipped him on his back and right in front of me, James took my brothers entire little hard dick and balls into his mouth. I watched him suck my kid brother to the point that my brothers legs were trembling and quivering. It was obvious to me that James was doing Jacob real good. Jacob's dick was small and nearly hairless but very capable of shooting. I knew cause I had caught him Jackin off before. James sucked my kid brother so completely, I could hear the noise his mouth made on my brothers dick. I could hear my brother moaning. I watched as James stopped, lifted his head and said, feel good kid, my brother just mumbled uh huh! James asked him if he was ready to shoot his load and Jacob said yes. James went down on him again and I watched my brothers body twist and finally he came, and James didn't waist a drop sucking it all down. Now I've suck my share of brotherly dick when I was "young dumb and full of cum" but not in a long time did I do anything like that When he finished doing Jacob, he grabbed his own dick, spit on it and seemed he spit Jacob's cum, and started jackin himself off, Jacob recovered quickly, and as I watched, Jacob, without being told to, put his mouth right on James dick head as James blew his sperm in Jacob's mouth. He must have shot quite a load cause Jacob could barely get it down and a lot dripped back on James. All this time I was so fucking horny watching them that I jerked myself again, shooting another big load. I couldn't stop watching, James with his butt naked, hairy body and his big dick, sucking off my kid brother. I just could believe what I had seen. I wanted to kick both their butts, but on the other hand I was a bit jealous (of who?) and wished I been included. I waited outside about another hour or so, calmed down, and finally went back to the boat and brought it in. Jacob was inside with James, and when I entered, James said, the kid was scared and wanted to come sleep with me. Jacob was nearly asleep and said nothing. The next day I could not forget what I had seen the night before and I don't know if James noticed, but I couldn't stop watching him. I had witnessed this best friend naked and sucking and being sucked by another guy, who happened to be my little brother. Man, All day long I devised plan after plan and hoped I could/would get James to let on as to what had happened that night, I had to figure something out that would make him tell me what had happened. I decided that first of all if I was going to do anything I had better drink a little, this is probably the only way I would've the balls to bring up the subject of guys and sex. James and I had already planned to drink, and so I planned it just a bit further, getting him a little drunker than me, and me staying in a sober frame of mind to know what I was doing. I can fake a pretty good drunk anyway. We drank JD and coke for some time, and James was pretty lit. So was I, but I had spaced my drinks so I was not drunk, but happy and outspoken. After a while, I mentioned to James that, boy, I sure could use some pussy as all this drinking made me horny as hell. He agreed with me. A little while later, I said well Bra, don't freak out on me, but I'm so horny I going to pay a visit Jacob, that little brother of mine had always wanted to suck my dick and I going to let him have it tonight. James looked at me and said loudly, What? I said "don't freak out on me, you heard me." He said you re kidding huh, I said in a drunken voice, hell no man, I'm horny and the kids always wanted it so lets see what he can do with it. I was pretending to be a lot drunker than I was. The fact was I was not drunk at all, but wanted to see what James would say and do after I had said that about Jacob. I walked in to the bed room and began to take my close off and I stumbled back in where James was and finished undressing in front of him. Hell I figured I saw him naked (even though he didn't know that) so he could see me. I stripped, in a drunken fashion. Falling a couple of times, Stood up with full hard on and made certain if James wanted to see it, he could. I pulled on a pair of blue-jeans with no draws on and began to head out of the camp to Jacob's tent. As I zipping up my jeans, James said, "you can forget it Bra, your little brothers aint gonna to suck your dick" I said to James, Hell he's sucks my other brothers dicks (I knew Jacob sucked dick because my young 16 year old brother Kevin had told me so, you see, Kevin and I were JO buddies when he was 13 and I was about 16. Any way, James said. "Nah man he can't suck your dick" I pretended to be dumb and said what do you mean cant? James said, "look bra, don't get pissed, but last night when you were gone I was in here alone and caught a hardon and decided to jack off, before I knew it, Jacob was in the room watching me. One thing led to another and he wanted to feel me, I let him and before I knew it he was trying to suck my dick. He never could though." (I couldn't believe what I was hearing, sounded like I got the whole story, and I figured it would be the only story I would get truth or not) James went on to say, man your dick is as big as mine and you can forget it, he'll never be able to suck it. My plan and worked, I got a story from James, a believable story and now I had to quickly figure out what I was going to do next. I said "well that's OK , I 'm so fucking horny I'm going to let him play with it and I'll teach him how to suck a dick".. Once again in a pretend drunkened voice I said, "come on man, when you was little didn't you ever get jacked off by your brothers and return the favor? I sure did" and I started rattling off names. Mike jacked off Scotty and he jacked off me , and I jacked both of them off, Josh and I jacked off together, He and Kevin jacked off and hell I named all my brothers and that we had at some point in time jacked most of each other off, you know what I mean. Well James admitted it, and said yes, he and his brothers had jacked each other off (he was the youngest brother). I already knew the next answer but I had to ask the question, I said "Yea bra and the best blow jobs I ever got was from my brothers. No girl ever sucked my dick like my brothers did! [And that wasn't a lie, I do believe that guys who suck, suck better than girls who suck And Not do diverge to much from the story, but I have taught several girls that I dated how to suck dick, and how a guy wants to have his dick sucked. I know how to give instructions on dick sucking, because in my youth, my brothers taught me how to suck them. So I new first hand!, That's gospel truth guys! And you know I even had one girl who thanked me for being so honest and upfront about how to suck dick, She later told me what I taught her helped her out. I might not suck dick but I know how it should be done.] Anyway back to the story, I said You never had your dick sucked by your brothers? James was quiet then he said, "Yea, I had my dick sucked many times' Now for the final question. I said well bra, you ever return the favor. He looked at me and smiled and said, "you can't get your dick sucked unless you agree to suck theirs, and you can't renig on an older brother". I said, "boy ain't that the truth". I stumbled out of the camp I went to Jacob's tent and crawled in, Jacob knew what I wanted as soon he saw how I was dress and he quickly started feeling me up and in no time was in my pants playing with my dick, He told me how he always wanted to see how big my dick was. A few minutes went by and James came in, things were cozy now, I was being sucked by Jacob and when James came in he was shirtless and I could tell his dick was fully hard and bulging in his pants. I wasn't long before He started to feel himself and that was Jacob's cue to do his thing, he unzipped James pants and that big old dick came flying out of there. I finally reach out and felt James dick and James looked at me and said I'm so fucking horny, you wanna trade favors. I switched positions and helped him pull his jeans off. I don't know what I was thinking of or doing, cause I have not been with a guy since I was about 16 and here I am 19 and I'm getting ready to suck my best friends dick. But at the time, all I could remember, was all those times with my older brothers and how I enjoyed feeling them and turning them on and getting them off. I really got off on doing it right to them, and they always returned the favor, but back then there was something about pleasing your older brother who I looked up to and respected and in my case envied. I still don't know why was I turned on by James? I mean James is a good looking guy, and he is well built and I know he has a nice body. Well I went down and sucked that dick up and down and did everything to James I have ever done to any of my brothers. He sure liked it and when he was about to cum he stopped me and said, "you swallow? " I said I will if you want me to. He said well I wanna cum in my hand if you don't mind. I said no , and I sucked him a little longer but then he pulled out and he jacked himself off and he blew his load in his hand, lots of thick white cream, I ended up going back down and sucking the rest and Jacob all this time was playing with me. Well, come to find out, James used his own sperm to coat my dick which got me real hard and then he sucked me off and really did a number on my dick with his tongue. That was one of the best head jobs I ever had and I told him so, he thanked me too. We fell asleep in Jacob's tent with Jacob between us, and next morning woke up to find Jacob playing with both of us again, but we both quickly got up and got dressed. We joked about sexy things that day but did not really talk about what had happened the night before. To sort of reaffirm our masculinity, I suggested that what he and I needed to do was to find us one or two chicks that we could both fuck at the same time. James seemed to really like that idea, and man I'd love to watch him fuck a girl. But I must admit I am still in shock about the entire affair and don't quite know how to handle it, I feel I should let it drop and not worry about it. But hell, we did it and we liked it and I wonder what he thinks about it. I find myself questioning if he could be gay, if we could be gay. Then I say no. I mean I don't look at guys and guys in general don't turn me on in a sexual way. I want to believe it was like the family thing with James, my kid brother and me. James has grown very close to my entire family and my parents really like him allot. His parents are divorced and he visits us often and my mom (who really likes James) has told me she thinks his frequent visits are because he likes the family and misses his. Moms are usually right about things like that.