After I found my clit. After I learned to cum.
It’s not long in a girl’s sex life when clitty-diddling just isn’t enough. One’s vagina craves penetration. Ah, but God had his little joke but giving us a hymen.
I think all girls are scared of their hymens, and horror stories abound. We hear how much it hurts…..how much it bleeds…..how our mums will think we’ve ’done it’, even though hymens can rupture painlessly during exercise or bike riding.
At 16, I was definitely orgasmic. My fingers, even pressing my thighs together, and something that made me love indoor circuit training in the gym…..rope climbing…..or rather, descending after have got up the damn thing. Whoever designed school ropes needs every girl’s respect and gratitude. They are precisely the right thickness and roughness to make a girl cum before she reaches the bottom.
Even so, as I diddled myself I’d want something inside. I could get a finger through the hole in my hymen……but it wasn’t enough. As usual, my eyes roved round my room. My (unused) purple candle by my bed had attracted me several times, Not necessarily with a view to fucking myself with it….it wasn’t enough just an object I liked. But this time…..
This time, I reached for it and held it. And Miss Brain urged me to just put it there. So I did. I even pushed it in a tiny way until I felt resistance. Rubbing my clit like this felt sensational. I don’t think I had a conscious thought to go for it. It seemed like one minute I was teasing myself with it, and the next I’d given a little yelp of pain and it was in me. Oh it was nothing like the thickness of a cock, but to a virgin, it felt immense. I remember pushing it in and out gently. There was a soreness but it was far outweighed by the pleasure….especially when I discovered I didn’t just have to push it in and out. It could go up and down as well….or in a circular movement. Although I hadn’t worked it out at the time, there was a very sensitive spot on the front wall of my vagina that gave me a very sweet ‘need-to-pee’ feeling. Hello, G-spot!
The orgasm was sensational. I had something to contract around, and it made a huge difference. Oh, there was blood on the sheet, of course, but that’s expected in teenage girls.
One thing I couldn’t do without arousing suspicion was suddenly go crazy buying candles. Of course, my lovely mum was ahead of the game and knew I’d been rubbing off. She told me later “It was obvious from the state of your panties!”
I soon learned that a banana before bed was……nice too, and being curved, hello G-spot again.
Anal stimulation? I think I discovered my bum hole moved when I came by accident. I think my left hand hand been around me and playing my my hole but a finger was in my bum hole. I wondered why it felt so good. Remember, I get prodigiously wet when I’m horny. Easily enough for it to slide down over my bum hole, so a finger could slide up there easily. At the time I thought it would come out dirty. I hadn’t had the benefit of Tig’s detailed description of why that wouldn't be the case.
So I began to finger my bum too. Periods didn’t stop me….in fact, the orgasms I have during that time of the month are coarser…more visceral. Mid-cycle, they wash over me like waves. Period time they rip, tear, and feel generally rougher. Hard to describe, but any girl reading this knows what I mean. They also helped ease period cramps too.
I think I went a little crazy once I discovered my sexual self. At times it scared me. There was little, if anything, that made me think “Ew….no! I’d never do that!” Guys, girls, more than one of each? Bring it on.
But that's just me. Some girls, especially the upper-religious ones struggled much more with their emerging sexuality, some considering even feeling vaguely horny a confession sin. (“Impure thoughts and feelings, father.”) it was infuriating at parties, when things got a bit raunchy, to see these girls clutching their knees to their chests while exhibiting an obvious wet patch on their panties. Fucking religion! It’s one of the few things that makes me truly angry. How many people, male or female, has it fucked up by convincing them perfectly natural and healthy feelings are ‘sinful’.
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