Hand Against Penis

I use viagra and it works sometimes. Sometimes it doesn't work so well.  I'm always hoping that it results in a nice fuck, but that's not the case for me. It always has some effect on my erection, but not always hard enough for fucking. When that happens,  well..... She was in the bathtub taking a nice warm before sex bath, shaving her legs and stuff. I'm in the bedroom next to the bathroom. Noises can pass through the rooms. I've taken a dose of viagra some 75 minutes before and am playing with my soft penis, trying to get hard. The timing is important here. When the viagra works,  it doesn't give me an erection that lasts forever, nope that was for my younger days. Now, if it works, I can get about 2 minutes of fucking and it goes soft. I like to say that it takes 75 minutes lead time to get me 2 minutes of fucking.  So while she's getting ready shaving her legs, I'm getting ready by jerking my dick and timing it so that it  get maximum staying time. She comes into the room and that always excites me. I love seeing her naked body. Many years of fucking and I still love looking at naked body. She gets into the bed, and always says, "Friday night, finally"! She has two toys which she likes to use and she lies next to me,  me whacking and she with her toys. It doesn't take her long at all to cum. If the batteries are fresh she reaches her first orgasm in a couple of minutes. I love watching her cum. The look on her face and the way her upper body rises off the bed - just very erotic. This look and her muscular spasms combined with her moans, help me get hard. I love it. It's what I've waited all week for. She cums and she cums hard and she cums again and again. Fucking is great, but she has far better orgasms using her toys than she ever had when we just fucked. If I'm going to get hard now is when it's gonna happen; so it's now or never. Tonight it's never. She waits a couple of minutes while I jerk off and hope to get hard enough to stick it in her for my two minutes of pleasure, but not happening tonight. She notices that and brings it up - dirty talk. If that thing isn't getting hard, you might as well just jerk it off. I say, "give me a couple of minutes." She says, "It ain't gonna happen tonight, I can tell by the slapping sound that your hand is making on your dick." She's right of course, cause my hand does slap against my soft penis. I never make this sound when I'm hard. She tells me, "just jerk it off, cause that's all it's good for anyways." I love her to talk  this way to me and I cannot control my hand. I jerk faster on my soft penis. The feeling is fantastic and her talk gets more direct and more direct. " "Just jerk that little thing. It's all it good for. " I do like it when she says things like this. I jerk off my soft penis faster and I do come onto my belly. Many squirts of cum  onto my belly. I love it and so does she.We've both masturbated ourselves to orgasm. It's not the fucking we used to do, but it's fun. We look forward to it and leaves us feeling nice.