Felt So Dirt But So Wonderful

I am lucky to live with a back yard that provides some privacy and a community that has a wonderful pool. It is these two things that led to me masturbating secretly in my kitchen. I felt dirty but so wonderful and vibrant. I had not orgasmed in awhile just from being busy and I was feeling the need to have some fun. My daughter and her friend (Christy)) had just graduated high school and living a laid back life before college started. Christy is adorable young lady blessed with brain, beauty, and very cute breast. Christy had beens staying with us couple of days and just kind of became part of the family. The girls had been at the pool and came home for some lunch. Just normal chat and lunch with the ladies my husband was at work. I noticed Christy's nipples were hard and it made me turned on giving me a wonderful but confusing feeling. I felt myself wanting to stare and wanting to touch them. I felt weird because she was only 18 and my daughters friend. My mind started racing wondering if she had ever been with a woman, wondering if she masturbates and how often, and wondering if she truly understands the pleasures of being a woman. In between not orgasming in a few days, seeing her nipples hard in her bikini, and my thoughts I was becoming a horny mess. After lunch, the girls went to lay out on our back deck while I cleaned up. My kitchen sink faces the deck and window is at head level giving full view of our deck and back yard. The girls were laying on towels with the top of their heads facing me looking out into the back yard. As I was doing dishes I looked out to see them laying down. The view gave me a look down Christy and I got that horny feeling. My mind wandered to taking her hand and walking her up to my bedroom. Slowly removing her bikini and slowly teaching her how to be loved and enjoy a woman. I had butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. It was summer so I as shorts on and could not take it anymore. I slid a finger under my panties and slowly rubbed it up and down my pussy staring at Christy. I felt so dirty but the pleasure I felt when touching myself had taken grip. I stood there and rubbed my pussy slowly while staring at her. Thinking about slowly touching her breast, licking her slowly, and her exploding in orgasm from my loving. I had lost all awareness when I realized I was really going at my pussy and has lost myself in bliss. Thankfully even if they turned around all they could see was my head. My left hand holding me up pressing against the sink while my right hand was treating my pussy with much pleasure. I had to bite my lip as when I get this excited I moan loudly and couldn't let out what I wanted. I pressed harder against the counter as I felt myself starting to cum and the more I thought about Chrissy's breast the better it felt. I finally bent down so they couldn't even see my head as I knew I was going to cum and knew how bad I needed to. Finally I felt my body start to jerk and waves of pleasure shoot out of my pussy cumming so wonderfully. I had to collect myself for a minute. My mind spinning from what just happened not believing I just masturbated to a beautiful young lady sitting on my deck. I kept thinking it felt wrong but so absolutely wonderful. After collecting myself, I took the ladies some drinks and asked how they were doing both said wonderful and thank you for the cold drinks. I giggled as I came back in the house. There are still times I think about that day and can still close my eyes remember my dream of leading Christy upstairs removing her bikini top exposing her young beautiful breast and sliding her bottoms off leading to fun. It is a wonderful thought that brings me much pleasure and a wonderful orgasm when I play to that day