Americans still handle sex from a very puritan angle, and ironically...there's a benefit to this: taboo. We don't talk about sex, we do it in bedrooms, never outdoors, never with people watching, and for the most part we rarely explore anything outside of standard 1-on1, M/F intimacy. The power of this taboo is that it can be extremely exciting when you decide to explore all of those things.
Americans still handle sex from a very puritan angle, and ironically...there's a benefit to this: taboo. We don't talk about sex, we do it in bedrooms, never outdoors, never with people watching, and for the most part we rarely explore anything outside of standard 1-on1, M/F intimacy. The power of this taboo is that it can be extremely exciting when you decide to explore all of those things. I was raised catholic, so EVERYTHING was taboo apparently. But I've also always had a high libido, and this created a great sense of tension. When I finally left home to live away from my family (college), I felt free to explore sex the way I wanted. I had a car and nobody in the city I was studying in knew me if they weren't in my school. Needless to say, I had a LOT of firsts that followed that, and each one had its own sense of excitement. The following is the progression that I followed during the exploration, over the span of 30 years, starting in college leading up the present day. I should add that, aside from this, I also had a healthy amount of regular relationships with women, some lasting 5 years or more, and a marriage. During those times, I paused the exploration for the most part because I didn't want to cheat. But anytime I was single again, I would resume the adventure. Each of these scenarios I explain below resulting in very powerful, explosive orgasms. So very different from the sex I have with women. With women, it's a very deep mix of emotional, physical and almost spiritual intimacy. While on the other hand, the adventures feel like raw, electric, explosive orgasms.
First was jerking off in my car at the side of an empty road, my first real experience masturbating in public technically. Next up was driving down a well traveled side road very late at night, getting out of the car, pulling my pants down, and jerking off as I stood in the middle of the road. Here there was an excitement of the chance that a car would drive around the corner and Id have to step into my car at the last minute.
After that was a big step where I started involving other people. I called a free phone sex line where you could connect to other random anonymous people. I was shy so I wouldn't say much, but instead answer the other persons questions with one word answers as I breathed heavily. "Are you jerking off" (yes). "Touch your asshole" (ok). Are you getting close to coming?" (yes). I found this to be very exciting, it was anonymous and so very intimate and secretive.
Next step felt even bigger: masturbating near other people. I did this by visiting an adult bookstore with booths. Guy in the next booth would be doing the same, maybe we'd hear each other which was wild enough. And eventually on subsequent visits, Id let one of them enter the booth to watch me as I jerked off naked from the waist down, as he stood within 3 feet of me. Then one say I did it while he did the same, both of us silent for the most part. These events escalated to talking to each other while we stoked together, or encouraging each other. And one time I got so aroused that right we both came, he asked me if if I fantasized about sucking cock. And even though I wouldn't actually do it, it was so arousing to talk about it, I exclaimed "YES, I WANT TO SUCK COCK!!!". right as a I came.
The pinnacle so far has been getting completely naked with other people, who was are also masturbating or having sex openly. This one seems to touch upon all the taboos. This occurs in sex clubs and adult theaters, the latter was my first. Took me many visits to get naked there because its one huge standard size theater, wide open. Even in itself, to simply remove all of my cloths and walk around totally naked while sporting a hard on, and in an environment where people wanted to see it... was very very liberating. Where else does that happen. To feel the air on my skin and to see others look or lust after me while I do it...its primal sex. And on top of that, to see other men doing the exact same thing, without shame, so openly..sometimes in groups? It's a very special experience. Then of course is the additional layer of masturbating together in that group and/or giving or receiving actual sex with them, sometimes with multiple people at once. It's like an amusement park of sensuality.
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