Mother watching me Masturbate
I've always had this Fantasy, Desire, Want, to Masturbate while my Mother watches me. Odd, I know. Unheard of? Not quite. I've read quite a few stories in sex related articles of Men having the same Desire. Some were fortunate enough to have their Mother agree to watch. While others,after asking, were refused and walked away deflated and embarrassed. I'm the latter.
How did I acquire such a desire? Years ago while working in a Hospital, a nurse told me that a Patient she had would Masturbate in front of His Mother and the Mother would sit there and watch. Something clicked inside me. I don't know why but I entertained that thought over and over. What would that be like? To Masturbate while my Mother watched me. Could I actually do that? Would my Mother agree to watch. So for many years I would Masturbate thinking about my Mother watching me. That became my go to Fantasy. The one that got me most excited.
With each moment alone I would think about that scenario. I imagine if that happened there would be a mix of emotions, excitement, nervousness, embarrassment.
It really would be a fulfillment of years thinking about it. Till one day I decided to tell her.
I couldn't just blurt it out to her. So I decided to write her a email explaining what I wanted to do. After going into some detail about what I was gonna ask Her I finally said exactly this "I just want to lay on the Bed Nude and Masturbate while you watch me" I was sitting next to Her while She read what wrote. My Heart was beating so fast. So nervous. After years of thinking about it I finally told Her. I watched Her face as she read it. Anticipating that maybe she would agree to watch me. Then she said "Alot of guys think about that. But I can't do that"
I was crushed. After years of thinking about it and finally getting up enough nerve to ask Her and then the let down. I really was Crushed. Almost to tears. I said a few things like maybe just walk in and catch me. But she refused.
The next day I wrote Her another email and just told Her that I Masturbate a lot thinking about Her watching me. And if she ever changed Her mind I would luv to do this.
Sometimes I think about asking Her again. I may just have Read this.
I so much want my Mother to watch me Masturbate ❣️
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