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Christina. I Am Christina.

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Claire has shown me this site, and I must admit to having read a lot of stories, and given myself some fun times. I want to try writing something, but I have not done this before, so I hope you enjoy it.  I want to tell you about how I masturbates and what I think about when I do it.  I am sitting on Claire's bed using her computer to do this, and I am worried that I may need to play with myself before I'm finished, and she might walk in at any time. I don't know how I feel about other girls. Sometimes I think it might be fun, but other times it turns me off completely.


Oh well. Lets get started. I was very early into puberty. My first period happened when I was 10. For a long time my body really messed me around. Some months a period, other months nothing. Then, when I got to about 13, something else happened. I started to notice a thick, creamy discharge in my panties. My mum took me aside and asked me outright if I had been fooling around with boys? Yuck! At 13, I didn't want to know boys, and I hated the way some boys, well, and men too, looked at me. It made me feel,uncomfortable at first, but sometimes, it gave me funny feelings in my tummy and between my legs. One day in class, I noticed that our new teacher was spending a lot of time staring at me. I also noticed that he kept dropping things near his desk so he could bend down and pick them up. Then I realised he would always turn his head in my direction, and that he was trying to look up my skirt. I don't know why, but this particular day, I remember feeling that thickly feeling between my legs and I remember opening my knees quite widely. Then next time he dropped his pen, he saw right up to my crotch. I didn't understand it then, but the mere fact there was not very much stopping him from seeing everything down there made my breasts harden and my crotch really tingle.  In the next lesson, I couldn't stop thinking about how he'd made me feel. That damn tingling just wouldn't stop. I reached under the desk and slipped my hand up between my legs to give myself an itch. Instead of making it better, it made it worse! I was really uncomfortable down there, so I kept itching. The feeling I was trying to get rid of just got stronger and stronger and I felt like I was going to wet myself. I remember quite clearly that as soon as that thought had popped into my one, everything went haywire down there. I felt these massive waves roll over me, and it seemed as if I was squeezing....inside....regularly. My bum seemed to be squeezing too...almost like when you've finished a poo....but more regularly. I caught my breath which was just as well or I would have made a noise.  Fortunately that was the last lesson of the day, and I hurried to the toilets to see what I'd done. I was convinced I'd hurt myself down there. Instead, though, my panties were just covered in a clear slightly oily liquid, but it was the smell. I smelt musky, nice, sweet. So sweet that I even tasted it on my finger. It didn't taste of anything special, but it didn't taste nasty either.  As I sat there having a pee, I thought about it and realised that I might have just cum for the first time. When I left the safety of my stall, my best friend who had been sitting next to me was waiting for me, she told me that she had seen me change colour right down to my neck and she knew I'd been touching myself. She said "You lucky bitch, you just came in your knickers!" Lucky? It seemed that although she touches herself often, she hasn't had an orgasm yet, and wanted to know my secret. I didn't know what to tell her. Partly it was the feeling I had even before school, and partly it was the teacher looking up my skirt. No, that's wrong actually, it was more my decision to let him see everything under my skirt. Yes, that was it. It was the moment I decided to open my legs.  Back home, (I remember it was a really hot day) I took my shirt and skirt off and lay on my bed. I let my knees open and sure enough the feeling started again. I guess that having my legs apart is a dirty thing for me. Then, and I don't know where this came from, because at that stage, I hadn't seen any porn, I imagined a boy on top of me and I started thrusting my hips forward and backwards. That was ever so sexy, and I remember I had to slip my hand in my panties and touch right on my clit.  Bucking my hips and touching right on my clit made me want to cum again. I tried hard to keep touching but not cum. It didn't work and I came, but this time I made some noise....a few grunts and I remember actually saying the F word out loud.  Mum must have heard because a few minutes after I finished, she knocked on my door. She sat on my bed and talked to me about masturbation. I thought she'd be batshit crazy, but instead she told me that she was pleased I'd discovered it and that she thought it wouldnt be long before I did. She said my panties had been really stained over the past few months which is a sign of sexual maturity. She told me to get a mirror and really understand myself down there, I didn't know what she meant so she got my mirror and asked me to slip my panties off. Oh my, they were in such a mess! She held the mirror, and I held me. She made me part my lips and showed me I had inner lips too....much, much smaller, although she said some girls have big inner lips. Not me though. Then she showed me my clitoral hood, and poking out just below it, the tip of my clit. I knew my clit, and I also know that when I'm horny like right now, my clit kinda gets an erection, if than makes any sense. Below that she showed me my pee hole, and below that, she showed my my vagina. I was kinda freaked out when she asked me to hold myself further open, and she showed me my hymen which had a cute little puckered hole right in the middle. The hole, she said, allowed me to have periods, but the hymen would tear when I had sex or when I put something inside myself. I didn't understand that at the time....but when I got to be fifteen I did! Oh boy, did I?  Mum said that masturbation was private, and I should lock my door when I did it. She also asked me if I wanted to get on the pill? She warned me that ANY amount of a boys fluid on my vagina could get me pregnant, and even if he cums on me and not in me, even if he pulls out, that it is a serious risk. Lucky I'm not into boys at that age I guess.  I had no idea it was so complicated down there, and although it was embarrassing, I was happy mum was cool with it all. My best friend of all time, a truly sexy girl called Oregon was American. We used to have sleepovers all the time, and because of the way my body reacted when I came for the first time that day, some things fell into place.....like the restlessness just before she goes to sleep....like the funny breathing.....like the slight but regular movement of the bed just before the funny breathing. Oregon has been masturbating next to me and I never picked up on it.  So, that was how I started exploring my body. My mind, however, has, well, a mind of its own. Sometimes, I think about soft, sensuous things when I play with myself, like being kissed all over, gently undressed and made love too in the middle of a summer meadow. Other times, I think about being tied up, and someone doing something to me whether I want it or not, but in spite of not wanting it, my body responds. Oh my, I've just realised how long this is. Sorry, but there's one more thing I have to tell you. Jump forward now to when I was sixteen. I'd just started sixth form college and had started my A levels. I had been in college all day and had decided to walk home. I too live on a farm and it's about a four mile walk. It was a glorious day, and I had been making sure I was hydrated. I get savage headaches when I get dehydrated. The walk was lovely, but the water was beginning to want out. I told myself I'd be ok and kept walking. I remember that I was NOT feeling horny that day. I tend to have horny days and not horny days and to tell the truth, sometimes my not horny days came as something of a relief and gave my clit and vagina a rest! I was about a mile away from home when I realised that I wasn't going to make it. Fortunately, I was also about half way across,one of our fields too. You know what it's like when you suddenly decide to pee having held it in do far too long? It suddenly becomes red light and bells urgent. I stepped off the path and took a few paces into the maize and lifted my skirt. Suddenly, the pressure built to intense proportions. I couldn't see, to get at the waistband of my panties and, well, I didn't make it, and I knew I wouldn't get them down in time. In an effort to save my skirt and my shoes and socks, I just squatted and let myself pee through my panties. Ohh, the relief was amazing. But what was also amazing was the other thing that happened. Almost as soon as the initial gush of relief was over, I just had an uncontrollable urge to plug one hand behind me on the ground and lean back, and rub my clit with the other hand. As I said, I wasn't feeling randy that day, but almost the second my finger found my bud, I had an orgasm while still pissing my panties.  Had never EVER felt anything as trong as that cum. Maybe it was because I was pissing at the same time. Maybe it was that I was pissing in my panties. Maybe it was because I was outdoors. Maybe all of the above. All I know is that it started something that, I gather, Claire likes too, and that is panty peeing. Oh dear, I'm so sorry this is so long. Truth to tell, I'm so wet now. Know what I'd really like? I'd really like to let a little,pee go into my panties right here on Claire's chair and cum while I'm still writing to you. In fact.....wait....... Oh yes! There....just a drip. Now, hand... Oh wow! I've just cum in my panties on Claire's chair. I hope she doesn't mind. I really need to finish my pee now, so I'm going to say goodbye, and use her toilet.  Maybe I won't take my panties down?

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