My Introduction to Pornography

When I was in grade school, my best friend and I decided we were going to build a fort in his back yard. We needed building materials for this fort, so we scoured the alleys behind his house for discarded lumber and other building materials. We came across a trash can and opened the lid and found something very surprising. The can was completely full of porn magazines. We weren't sure why this was, but I figured somebody decided to throw it all out and now we were here looking at it. There was some really strange stuff that I had never seen before and my friend got kind of freaked out and wanted to leave. However, he told his older brother and he went to check it out. I guess he had never seen anything like it before either. We all got together after that and his brother made us swear that we'd never tell anybody about our find or we'd all get in serious trouble. That was the end of that.

I remember another time that my family met up with a family of a friend of my dad's, and we all got in a motorhome and headed up north. We stopped at a supermarked to pick up something. I said I didn't want to go in and I stayed in the motorhome with two older boys, who were in their teens. One of them said to me, 'Do you want to see something cool?'

I said, 'Sure,' and he pulled out some magazine pages of two lesbians going at it. I had never seen anything like that before (girl-on-girl). I was shocked. They made me promise not to tell anybody about it.

When I was in junior high, a new friend invited me over to spend the night at his house. His dad died in a plane crash when he was younger and his mom liked to spend time at the bar, so we had the apartment to ourselves. He wanted to show me something and he brought out a video tape and we started watching it. It was a porno and that was the first time I had ever seen people having sex. I asked him where he got it and he said his mom bought it for him. Later that night, I got sick and thought maybe it was from watching the tape, thinking I shouldn't have been watching something so graphic. I called my dad and he came to pick me up around two in the morning. It turned out that I had minor food poisioning, as my dad ate with me prior to going over to my friend's and he wasn't feeling well either. I guess I must have been between 12 and 14 at the time, but that was my introduction to porn and erotica, something which has become, to some extent, a hobby for me.

With the internet, I have begun collecting some interesting stuff. My favorites are collecting pictures of beautiful naked women (softcore, usually), close-ups of pussys, autofellatio and penis pictures, and regular intercourse, fellatio, cunnilingus and some watersports. I have found that there is a lot of free porn out there, most of it isn't very good, but you really don't have to pay for any of it and can usually find some neat stuff if you know where too look.

I have to say that it's my only vice, but I enjoy it and regularly masturbate to it. There's nothing wrong with it. I am very grateful for masturbation and try to indulge myself whenever I can. I have since learned to suck my penis (almost), which I feel is the ultimate in masturbation, but that's a story for another time.