Blame it on Her Period

Blame it on her Period

I just turned 15 two months ago and have been masturbating since i was about 11 when we took a vacation to montreal. i had just gotten my period for the first time a couple months before, so i still wasnt "with it." anyways, after eating dinner one night we got back to the hotel and i decided to takea shower. i was very messy and bloody and "juicy" so i decided to lay down and let the water clean it out. i laid there for a couple of minutes and realized that it felt good in an odd but exciting way. after a while i had an orgasm and i thought i was in heaven! while we were there i took a shower two times a day and went to the bathroom and rubbed my clit. i have been "addicted" to this every since. i didnt really know i was masturbating until someone explained to me what masturbation was and i realizedi fit in that category. i have talked about it with my best friend courtney a little bit; she has down the same techniques as i. i watch erotic movies late at night and have even watched Caligula (my parents own a greek version). everytime i watch it i feel my pussy get extremely wet and just want to touch myself. i have tried to make dildos and whatnot to stick in myself becuase i get extremely horny and want something in there. however, i have not been successful with that and i am a bit too afraid to finger myself. i feel special that i can talk to you people about this and not be judged...so thanks. ~courtney :)