Miss My Cum

As the title says I miss my cum... good and bad of it... 5 years ago found out I had colon cancer.. thankfully between surgery and the chemo I'm 5 years clear... but I guess between the surgery or chemo.. I have dry ejack which it feels almost the same when I orgasm.. just nothing cums out.. I never thought I'd miss my cum as much as I do...

I miss that warm feeling of cum shooting and hitting my chest when I masturbate.. the feel of stroking it up and down my cock..  the musky smell it leaves behind...  yea I know everyone here after we cum say oh I have to clean up the mess.. but enjoy that mess.. who know what's ahead.. but I do miss it..  I miss the gleam of cum ozzing out of the misses pussy lips after I pull out after filling her.. even thou unforturnately we don't have sex very often anymore.. 

I miss the thought of fantasies I have of tasting a creampie.. or licking off cum of a hot pair of tits.. I've chatted with other hubbies who I did monitor pics for... and they all would luv to see me cum but can't...   so guys enjoy the mess, explore, try new things.. because when it's gone ... you'll be like man I wanted to try this or that.. ..

Also.. if you're getting near that 50 age please get a colonoscopy... I kept putting mine off where, if I would have caught it earlier.. maybe I'd be writing about how much I've cum or some hot story of where I shot my load...

I'm just glad it all worked out and I am healthy and still can get hard.. and join you fine masturbating friends.....