My Accidental Exposure - Pre-Internet (White Christmas VHS)

Way before the internet and mobile phones if you wanted to watch a film at home you'd use a VHS and eventually it even became possible to shoot home movies using a VHS camcorder. Back in 1989 I had my second ever affair (well sort of affair, but that's another story) and the guy involved was constantly begging me to let him film me masturbating. 

After lots and lots of persuading I eventually agreed on one condition, that after having watched it a few times he hand the tape over to me, as I was understandably worried about it getting into the wrong hands. The film was me stripping, then doing lots of posing and then finished off with me fucking myself and bringing myself off with a dildo/vibrator

And he was true to his word and I ended up with the tape but then I had the dilemma of where could I hide it that I could be 100% certain my husband wouldn't find it. At this time we had 100's of VHS movies and that included my personal collection of old musicals and I decided, knowing my husband detests them, to stash it there in the White Christmas case.

Many years past we got one of the first DVDs and started replacing the VHS tapes, and one weekend while I was out my husband decided to drop off all the duplicate VHS tapes at our local Oxfam charity shop!! He included within that set off tapes White Christmas.

And to this day I don't what happened to that tape, did it get sold as White Christmas, did an Oxfam employee check it beforehand.... but after the initial shock and horror of what happened I've masturbated many times to idea that somebody locally in my town might have seen that and shown others. And I've gone to having many other fantasies about being exposed to friends, family and work colleagues.