Losing Control

Maybe it was due to the lockdown, the extreme isolation and the stress of the situation,  which took its toll even on me, who I thoroughly enjoy my alone time, always finding ways to entertain myself and keep busy, but I have been uncontrollably horny entire days on row. I am horny very often and enjoy touching myself and masturbating, but being so horny for so long it's rare.

I have been rubbing my wet pussy and hard clit, many times over during the days, from the time I wake up in bed until late in the evening! Every couple of hours I take a break from whatever I am doing and start humping on couches, my bed, clothes, while I squeeze and suck my hard nipples. And I cum over and over again, but the horniness does not subside. I must really focus hard to be able to get things done and even then, I still feel the wetness and tingling of my pussy and the hardness of my nipples, which eventually overcome me and I get at it again!

One of those days of uncontrollable horniness I decided to just let go completely.  I started getting high early in the afternoon, smoking joint after joint, watching porn, leaving my wild imagination take over. My pussy was throbbing and I could feel the juices drenching all over it, slowly dripping to my thighs! I came hard a couple of times just by rubbing with my fingers, but I was so horny still that I decided to just stumble around my house, completely naked and touch myself at every corner. 

As I was extremely stoned and excited I did not bother closing the blinds on the windows, as I usually do when I am walking around naked, and I even got in front of one of the windows and started touching myself all over, ending up with a couple of fingers in my wet pussy while with my other hand I was squeezing my ample breasts. 

I could barely stand so I just climbed the arm of the couch and start humping it wildly, feeling my juices going all over it, my nipples very hard and erect. I sucked on them and I was also grabbing my ass while humping!

 I was humping slowly and sensually,  wanting to prolong what would be my last orgasm of the day as I was really stoned and exhausted and if it wasnt for the extreme arousal that I was feeling, I would have collapsed and sleep!

Suddenly I looked out and saw an African young man, who I think was living in the building across from mine, standing on his porch watching me intently, with his mouth open! I hadn't seen him before around the neighbourhood but many of the apartments around are rented short term, so that was not suprising.

 Now, I would normally stop and close the blinds but I was so stoned and horny that not only I did not, but I continued humping harded, and I even got up occasionaly for him to get a full view of my pussy, while touching it, getting extremely excited by his shocked reaction!! 

He was standing on his porch so I couldn't see his whole body, but I am pretty sure, despite my inebriated state, that he was jerking off watching me!! His face was contorted and I could see his lust. 

That made me even more wildly aroused and I kept humping harder, until I came screaming and shaking. I collapsed on the couch and must have fallen asleep. When I woke up, I don't know how long after, he was not there anymore, but I am guessing he also came, watching me cumming!

Now I am a bit worried that he may decide to knock on my door but then again, if he does, I might invite him in, if I continue to be so fucking aroused!!! The thought of him watching me and jerking off has been added to my numerous fantasies and arousing thoughts that help make me cum!!