My Life as a Masturbator

I have been masturbating for a long time. At first I didn't know what I was doing but as I got more experience I  embraced it even more. I went from occasionally doing to doing it up to 5 times a day. I feel other kids at school and the neighborhood knew too. They would tease me whenever I said no to hanging. I like to think they knew I said no because I'd had rather be in my room with my pants and panties pulled around my ankles and my fingers playing. I'd think about them talking about me for being weird and pervy and laughing at me. It turned me on when someone actually did say they knew that's what I was doing. Eventually most kids teases me. While it should have hurt it just made me hornier. The other girls always tried get changed away from me in fear I'd peek.(and to some of the girls I would have. So I guess they where right.) Now as an adult I seem to masturbate even more even though I'm married and a mom. I still find time to do it a lot. I love the idea that my friends, co-works and family know I am masturbator and talk about me behind my back.