Diary of a Horndawg

I like to start my session, when time allows, by reading female stories, and techniques. I have always been a sucker for a woman, that is able to express her sexuality. I know especially in my generation, lots of women are taught to repress thier needs, and urges.I find it very erotic, when they share thier fantasies. I don't get excited from porn unless its truly amatuers, and i believe they are doing it for the thrill. I usually get worked up reading, hand in my boxers, cupping my balls, and weaving myself into some of the better authors stories. I have such a high libido, i could do this for quite awhile. Once its throbbing and aching to be touched, oozing precum, i go onto an amatuer site and try to find videos, similar to some of the hottest stories that stuck out and got me really hot. I love masturbating, but sometimes I long for a woman that gets off on similar things, to feel her hot mouth or, dripping wet cunt, around my cock.  So erotic when a woman can talk dirty to you, or just tell you what she wants, what she needs. I get off, making her get off. I have always wanted to see a women in real life squat over my face and jill herself off, panties pulled to the side, maybe a wet spot on them, ocassionally teasing me by grinding it on my hungry mouth and toungue. I would jerk my cock slow long strokes, and when she started to cum just grind her ass on my hot toungue, and feel it contract on my  mouth sending me into a fast jerk frenzy that shoots hot ropes that hit her simoultanoesly as she is cumming too. Then I realise wow that was a hot amatuer porn.