Being Able to Totally Masturbate

I have been married for many, many years and my wife would always get mad if I played with myself, or if she caught me jacking off. I, like many other men had to go hide somewhere to masturbate. I would do it in the shower, in the garage, or just take the car and park it in a safe location to pleasure myself. At times, I almost didn't want to masturbate any longer and would just wait for my wife to give me a hand job.

Then one day I discovered how good it feels for my wife to suck my nipples and feel me up just like I would do to her. Even on those occasions, however, she still got upset if touched my cock while she did it. I found myself frustrated but still wanting her mouth and hands to play with my breasts and nipples; it all made my cock very firm and ache to be stroked.  Stroking certainly wasn't being done nearly as often as it need to be.
 

I mention to her once about how good she makes me feel and that my hard cock was really needing some serious attention. I was surprised by her answer.  She told me to go ahead and play with myself while she enjoyed what she was doing. I was in shock and had to ask her, "It's ok if I play with myself and stroke my cock without you getting all bent out of shape?" She smiled at me and told me it was fine with her now and to enjoy masturbating myself. I didn't ask a second time and within a few short minutes I had cum squirting all over between my legs, onto my hand, and covering my cock.

I would have never thought in a million years that I would actually be told by my wife to jack myself. Not only did it feel fantastic to be able to do so, but I think it gave me one of the best ejaculations I have had in a very, very long time. I came so hard and produced so much cum. I'm sure it was all brought on by the excitement of the moment. All I can hope is that it is not just a onetime thing and that she will allow me to do it again.