It's Time to Come Clean....

I often find myself coming to this site. It's typically late when YouTube and Facebook fail to entertain me. I get this feeling somewhere inside of me. It's kind of like that mouth watering sensation you get when you see a table of all your favorite foods. Likewise, this site has all the stories I love. Stories about self discovery and timid encounters. My heart begins to beat faster. My breathing quickens. My left hand slides down my stomach and under my waistband. My right hand taps the setting button and opens an Incognito Tab. I type "solo touch" into the search bar. As I move my thumb to tap enter, it stops. I try to move it, but it won't budge. I pause and consider what I'm doing. A voice inside me says, "You don't have to do this.". Another voice says, "Why not? We've done this before. It'll be fun...". I hesitate for a moment. Then, I look away and quickly press enter. The site opens up. I slip into a sort of autopilot. I tap on "Stories" and quickly exit the pop up. As I scroll down searching for a story, the first voice pleads for me stop, but I'm unphased. I'm on the hunt for a I story that haven't already read. I finally find one that fits my tastes. As I begin reading, my left hand gets to work. I find myself approaching the edge, but I haven't reached a good point of the story. I skip ahead just as I go over. The pleasure burns hot but fast. Within seconds, the pleasure fades and is replaced with anguish. As I come to realize what I've done, my heart aches with regret. I cry out to God, "Father, please forgive me!" and promise myself that this is the last time, but the other voice whispers, "It won't last.". THIS ENDS TONIGHT!

For so long, I've let this go on mostly unchallenged. I treated it like a baby crocodile. I didn't think much of it during the day. I kept feeding it while it lurked just under the surface. The baby grew along with its appetite. It's trying to consume me. Father, please slay this sin!

Brothers and Sisters, if you are here, I urge you to cry out to God! Flee from this place!

To you people seeking satisfaction, I also urge you to cry out to God! Cry out for Him save you because you are unable to do so yourselves!