Why I Let Him ????

Category: Female-Male (FM)
Submitted by: Tara Age: 16 Gender: Female

My X-boyfriend Josh used me and I will never forgive him. We started out just kissing and feeling each other. Then it got more serious and we would start doing kinky things.

One weekend a few months ago he got me to tie him to the bed naked and play with him. Why I did it I don't really know. We had been making out and at the time I was kind of excited and had never seen his penis. I couldn't believe when he started to undress in front of me , but was anxious to see him. When he was naked he asked me to tie him to the bed. Although I was overwelmed at what was happening I did as he said and tied his hands to the bed and blindfolded him. I stood and just looked at his body for the longest time as he kept begging me to touch him and to take off my clothes. I thought I loved him at the time and took off my blouse and shorts. He continued asking me to touch him and masturbate him. His penis was erect by now and I just held it with my hand for awhile and masturbated him. He came, and I felt myself aroused at the same time. When I untied him I let him take off my panties and bra and he started to kiss me and hold my breasts. I had never done this before and was completly at his mercy. He eventually licked and kissed down to my vagina and started giving me oral sex. I had masturbated before but never felt anything like this before and was astonished at the pleasure and excitment it gave me. Over the next few weeks we did this several times. We would take turns tieing each other to the bed and ravishing each other. I had never felt anything so thrilling and satisfying. He would have me tie him to the bed and blindfold him to start with. He would then tell my to do anything I wanted to do to him. I was aroused by this and would masturbate him and eventually give him oral sex. Thats the first time I ever tasted semen. When it was my turn he would tie me to the bed and blindfold me and start at my knees kissing and licking me. He would insert his fingers in me and touch and kiss every part of my body. Then on a Friday night I went over his house when his parents were away for the weekend. We got pizza early and afterwards we went to his bedroom. We kissed and made out for a short time and decided to play our kinky games. First I tied him to the bed and blindfolded him and took of all my clothes. I really teased him and played with him and masturbated him. We got a soda and just sat and talked for an hour or more naked, occasionally touching each other. He stood up and announced it was my turn, and I was more than willing. I was tied to the bed and blindfolded and at first he said, remember, I can do anything I want. Josh left the room for a few minutes and when he came back he told me he was going to shave me. At first I objected but when I felt him putting the shaving cream on me I started to get aroused and wet. As he shaved me he also spread my vagina apart with his fingers and it really felt great. He washed me off with a very wet towel and dried me with a hair dryer, which really felt good. Josh told me he was going to give me a night to remember and began kissing my breasts. All down my body he kissed and licked me then got in between my legs and spread them open and started to masturbate me . He was licking my vagina and my anus and fingering me and kissing my boobs. I was in heat, I assume, like a dog. All the sudden it occured to me that there were 2 guys doing me but I was still having an orgasm. I couldn't really tell what was happening as my arms were tied to the bed and I couldn't see anything. I was being masturbated and kissed on my vagina and fondled and kissed on my breasts at the same time. I couldn't even speak as I was in a fit of passion and they finally stopped and I just layed there content and tired. Josh finally took off the blindfold and untied me after a few minutes. I was alert enough to hear voices and a door shutting. Right away I asked Josh who was here. He denied anyone else was in the room and I knew he was lying. The more I thought about it the more I knew one person could not do what was done to me. I got real angry and we argued for a long time. I suspected it was his best friend Matt who was there and by that time I was completely humiliated. That was the end of Josh and I and after a few months I found out that there were 3 guys not 2. It was Josh, Matt and Josh's cousin Marty in the room that night. I realy don't even know who did what but avoid seeing any of them. The only one I see sometime is Marty since he goes to the same school as me. Every time I see him he winks and smiles at me and I'm so embarrassed I just walk away and try to ignore him. One of my girlfriends told me it was Matt who actually shaved me and quite a few of my friends have found out what happened. My girlfriend Sally told me they took pictures of me that night and that her brother saw some of them. I'm so embarrassed at this time because I don't know who knows about it and why I let him do this to me. I thought Josh was a great guy but he turned out to be a real jerk.

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