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Was It Worth It?

Category: Male-Male (MM)
Submitted by: Zach Age: 15 Gender: Male

Had some fun, but I think it went too far.

when I was about 12 or 13 I a best friend named billy. him and I would have sleepovers at each other's houses all the time, and we really had a great time together.

as I was entering puberty (i was a bit of a late bloomer) I had started to get some urges, and like many boys my age I resulted to porn. the only thing was, and this came as a suprise to me, the gay porn was more appealing to me than the straight porn. at that time I didn't think anything of it and didn't bother to question my sexuality.

one day, billy was sleeping over at my house and we got on the subject of sex. we then got into the classic "ill show you mine if you show me yours" ordeal. he pulled down his pants to reveal a shocking 8" penis (keep in mind this kid was 13), and he had a decent amount of pubic hair. I was just entering puberty and my penis was a good bit smaller, about 5" and I hadnt started to grow any hair yet.

we had a lot of fun playing naked games and things like that. one thing I remember was us playing (strip) video games and we would make a rule that each time you lost you had to take an article of clothing off. this was a very erotic thing to both of us and we eventually got so in to it that we just decided to stay nude. needless to say, I was deeply enjoying this. I found it a huge turn-on.

after watching some more gay porn movies I eventually picked up masturbation, and tried it out for myself, and for the first time I had a full on orgasm with ejaculation. boy, was I ever excited. I immediately shared this brilliant news with billy and he eagerly tried it out for himself. haha you shouldve seen his face the first time he saw a little bit of come dribble out of his cock. he was thrilled. surprisingly enough, though, we never thought to masturbate each other or together.

anyway, when we got into watchign porn together I discovered that he too was into watchign gay porn. anyway, we were in teh middle of watching a guy give another guy a blow job and he says "hey, I think we should try some of this stuff!" I was reluctant at first because I had never done anything like this before, but I eventually said sure why not. u see I was rather naiive, sexualy, at that time and I did not realize the magnitude of what I was getting into. I figured what the heck this seems like fun and it feels good!

he then leans over and begins to give me head. I was thinking to myself...this feels wrong but it just feels so good!...anyway he proceeds to give me head, and I have a dry orgasm, as I had not quite yet began to produce cum.

he asks if I will do him but I tell him no because I feel weird about it, which he understood and backed off...or at least for right then.

we laid in the bed naked for abotu 15 minutes before he asks me if he can massage my penis, and I say sure why not. he begins to give me a little rub down and then he grabs my hand and puts it on his throbbing hard-on, but still feeling weird about it, I just lay there with my hand resting on his penis.

long story short, this continued for a few weeks until he mentions something about us being like a couple, as if we were dating or something. I got a little freaked out and realized that he was probably gay and that I was leading him on.

i soon stopped hanging out with him because every time we were together he was trying to pressure me into doing something sexual with him, and I was done with that. we havent spoken since.

looking back on that experience, I believe I made the right choice in stopping our sessions together, but I found what we were doing to be so erotic that I still fantasize about it every time I masturbate. I almost miss what we had and from time to time I consider calling him up.

my best friend now is too freaked out by the idea of doing anything sexually oriented with me and he refuses to masturbate with me at all. school is going to be starting up soon and I hope and wish I will find someone who will have the same intentions that I have.

[lb][i]This story was originally submitted to Solo Touch and not published because it violates the rules.[/i][rb]


Posted on: 2021-11-07 08:00:02 | Author: