chining on the kitchen cabenets

my first time

I have been reading solo for about a year now and recently joind wispering lily and have been having a great time reading the storys and wile reading some of them make me so hot. Any way back to my first time, I remember I was about 4 or 5 years old my family and I had just moved into a new house and I was running arround playing spider man climbing up on counters and cabinets when one time I was lifting myself onto a counter I started getting this tingling in my stomach I tried it again and it felt good so I did it again "WOW" I dont know how long I kept doing it but one day mom caught me and asked what I was doing so I told her and she freaked out and told me to stop, that it was bad but with no other explanaton. I had no idea about sex till years later and I continued my lifting in secret so as not to get into trouble. I did my lifting for several years untill I found a penthouse and started reading the forum letters and found out I was masterbating, and that the method used most was to grab my shaft with my hand and rub it up and downe. I am going to stop here this is my first story and first post and I will continue on with the rest of my new disscovery in another story. I know this is not very exciting but its how it happend. AlsoI am curious if anyone used this method of lifting to get off the best way I can describe it is like chinning your self up on a flat serface and again "WOW"