What I Ned Now

I am sitting here wanting to masturbate to orgasm and feeling that yearning to cum but want to make sure I have the foresight to strip in front of one of my masturbation mirrors, fuck my ass and then let it happen?

Part of why I write to you is to practice expressing in simple language my need to drink my own semen. This must be some kind of central thought in my erotic reality, okay, it is.

Many women have seen me drink my semen. And this has been really good, some experiences so beautiful that expressing them is almost as erotic as living it.

But I want a man to see me do this, close up, face to face. Tonight it's going to have to be me. Ass fucked, in front of one of my mirrors.

Make it last baby. Drink the water.