Is This Pervy?

Ever since I was a teen I've always had voyeuristic tendencies. I would watch my sister's shower or even masturbate sometimes then I would return to my room and masturbate again. But now that I live on my own I still am a bit of a voyeur but now it's owith my neighbor. I find myself masturbating while she does anything from sexual stuff like Fucking or masturbating to normal things like tanning by her pool. I find her so hot. But she is straight so I have no chance with her thus why I masturbate to her.