Harmless Fantasies

I have a good friend who is married and a mother of three. As I began to know more about her and chat a little more personally online, I started to have fantasies about her when I masturbated. My visions began to get more and more vivid and my masturbation sessions more intense. Whenever I saw her at work, texted, or chatted with her, I felt increasing guilt about what I did while thinking about my friend. Although she didn't know what I was doing, I felt that I shouldn't be having those thoughts about someone I really considered to be a friend.

But, I couldn't stop...or even slow down my fantasizing. Then, I began to read articles from experts concerning sexual fantasies and was pleasantly surprised to find out that everything I was experiencing was not only normal, but very common and considered totally harmless. My masturbating immediately became more enjoyable as I realized I been feeling needlessly guilt. With new found confidence, I have been able to bring up the subject of masturbation a couple of times with her which I would have previously have not considered possible. Thanks Solotouch for helping me as well as so many others who come here.