An Edger is Born (2)

I was a young, sexually excitable teen who masturbated a lot and orgasmed prematurely. I thought this was a male problem, so I was relieved when I learned orgasm control.

Once I mastered the stop-start technique to manage my hair trigger orgasms, it was not long before I had a greedy thought. How about I delay my orgasm not once but twice? Wouldn't that increase my pleasure even more?

So I tried it. I finger massaged my clit and stopped before the point of no return. By now, I knew that patience and slow, deep breathing helped at this moment. After waiting for the right length of time, I began to masturbate again. The second time I felt my orgasm approach, once again I stopped and started. After that second delay, I felt exhilarated heading into unknown territory. Build up number three was strong. I allowed myself to give into the forces and orgasmed even harder!

As you can expect, my story only continued from there. If I can delay orgasm not once but twice, then what's to stop me at three or four? Or five?

At the age of 14, I was well on my way to becoming an edge aficionado. 45 minutes seemed to be the standard time I could masturbate before I absolutely had to orgasm back then. I've long since surpassed 45 minutes for a typical edge session, but at the time, it was a vast improvement from where I used to be.

Learning to edge changed how I thought about my orgasms. Before, I thought of my orgasms as not something I controlled but as something that controlled me. All I knew was that after a few short minutes of rubbing my clit, my pc muscle would begin to contract involuntarily and my orgasm would overpower me. I had no choice in the matter. After becoming a practicing edger, I was able to show my orgasm who was boss, at least up until a point. I could tell my orgasm that I was the one who decided when it could come, not it.

I believe that all true autosexuals like me eventually become edgers. When having sex with yourself is important, you want to make it last as long as possible. I wouldn't rush with someone else, so why would I rush with myself?