A Bad Decision On My Part

My mom is a very attractive and very sexy lady. Sometimes I have thoughts about her that I shouldn't be having. A few days ago I did something really stupid and now I feel embarrassed and wish I could take back what I did. It was early morning and dad had just left for work. Mom was dressed for work and she really looked good. I was ready to head out to school. Mom came over to me to give me a quick kiss before she left and I moved slightly so that we kissed on the lips rather than mom kissing me on my forehead. As soon as our lips touched I tried to put my tongue into her mouth. For a split second I could feel the tip of her tongue. Mom pushed me away and rather loudly said, "what was that all about?" I immediately regretted what I had done and I said I was sorry and that I just felt like doing it. Mom said,"I should slap you, that is not something you do to your mother." I told her to slap me if she wanted to. Mom then slapped me real hard across the side of my face. God did it ever sting. I started to cry. Mom then hugged me and gave me a kiss on my forehead. She then asked me if I had certain feelings towards her and I admitted I did. She said I was just going to have to keep those feelings in check.

I thought about this incident all day and into the night. While lying in my bed I just had a very strong urge to touch myself. I put my hand down the front of my pj's and started toying with my clit. After about ten minutes I came. In truth, I would love to put my tongue into mom's mouth and I probably would love to do a lot more but that's just not going to happen.