I Can't Do It

I am thirty five and have been divorced for the past four years. Five months ago I met a lovely, attractive woman of forty who is also divorced. Our relationship progressed very nicely and I was getting rather serious about Paula. The sex that I started to experience with her was excellent. I'm quite sure right now that our relationship is over. Here's why...

Last week-end we were having dinner at a restaurant and Paula started telling me how very unhappy her mom has been since she lost her husband two years ago. Of course I sympathized with her and tried to offer some ideas on how her mom might go about meeting some new people. Paula then said that the heart of the issue was that her mom really missed the sex and was constantly horny. Paula said that every time they talk, sooner or later her mom brings up the subject of her lack of sex.

At that point I told Paula I just didn't know what to say. I told her I felt bad for her mom. After a lengthy period of silence in our conversation Paula says, 'Tom, I'm going to ask you something that may sound wild to you but I'm serious.' I couldn't imagine what she was going to ask me. She said, 'would you please have sex with my mom?' I couldn't believe what I just heard. I didn't say anything for probably fifteen or twenty seconds. I then collected my thoughts and told Paula that I would not do that. She then said, 'you wouldn't have to fuck her you could just make her cum.' I told her that I wouldn't be doing anything like that or anything sexual with her mom. The conversation ended along with our dinner. I took Paula home and haven't spoken to her since that dinner although she repeatedly calls and texts me. Paula's mom is quite attractive actually but the whole idea of sex with her just doesn't sit right with me.

Strangely enough, that night while lying in my bed I masturbated while imagining making Paula's mom have an orgasm. I could picture her naked body even though I've never seen her naked.