On Being Punished

I just recently discovered this site and I have a story I would like to share since what happened affected me so deeply. Ever since puberty I have very often viewed my mom from a sexual standpoint. She is terrifically attractive with a beautiful body. Mom is also very sexy in the way she carries herself and she knows it. She's been married and divorced twice but is not seeing anyone right now. I know it's not healthy to view your mom in a sexual way but I can't help the fact that she turns me on seriously. Well, here's what happened very recently...She and I were enjoying a glass of wine in the evening and I got a bit talkative. I opened up to her about my sexual feelings toward her for the past eight years. Mom had that look on her face that said, "I can't believe what I am hearing." She started to question me and I provided specific details as to how I felt and the fact that I often became sexually aroused by her. Now mom can be a bit weird sometimes and I think this was one of those times. After a very long lull in our conversation she said, "those are not good thoughts to have about your mom." She then told me that she felt that I needed to be punished for thinking about those things. I immediately thought, "how do you punish a grown woman??" Mom then asked me if I would like to see her naked body. My heart began to pound in my chest and my hands actually began to shake. I became instantly excited by her question and all I could do was nod my head in saying "yes." It felt like tiny lightening bolts surging through my groin area. Mom then said, "I want you to do what I tell you and I am going to punish you." I took another sip of my wine and waited for what was to come. She took me by the hand and we went into the living room. Mom told me to get down on my knees. I did and she stood in front of me and told me to pull down her shorts. With trembling hands I pulled down her shorts and she told me to now take down her panties. I pulled them down to her ankles and was now facing her totally bald and beautiful pussy. Her inner labia were hanging down outside her slit by about two inches. It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen. I can't even begin to tell you my level of sexual excitement. I was breathing faster and faster. Mom then said, "kiss it until I tell you to stop." I held her butt cheeks for support and began to kiss her pussy over and over on both sides of her slit. She put her hand behind my head and forced my face into her pussy. After about a couple of minutes mom told me to stop. She then slightly spread her legs and with her hands she spread her pussy lips. Again, she put her hand behind my head and pulled me into her slit. She said, "put your nose inside and smell my cunt." I smelled for quite awhile and breathed deeply. You know that smell. She stopped me and turned her back to me without saying a word. I just reacted and began to kiss both of her butt cheeks first one and then the other. She spread her cheeks and I kissed her hole. Mom then turned back around to face me. I asked her if I could please finger her and she said no. I asked her if she would touch me on my nipples and my pussy. She said no again. I wanted to cry I was so frustrated. Mom then put her middle finger up her pussy hole and then put it to my mouth. I sucked off the fluid on her finger. She then did it to me again and this time she moved her finger in and out in my mouth like it was a penis. Finally, mom told me to pull up her panties which I did. I then was told to pull up her shorts. I did that and buttoned the button. I then stood up. Mom said, "you have been punished for your sexual thoughts about your mother." She asked me if I continued with these thoughts would I tell her. I told her I would. She told me that I would then be punished again and more severely. I never saw this side of my mom before and I believe that she totally enjoyed teasing me sexually and dominating me. As frustrated as I was during this experience I so much want to be "punished" again. After the experience I went straight to my room and feverishly rubbed my clit and finger fucked myself to orgasm.