My Thoughts

I won't go into all the details because it would take way too long so I'll just begin by telling you that recently I observed my daughter Jennifer (14) masturbating, among other things. She was totally unaware of my presence and I must have watched her for about five minutes. The urge to 'help' her was tremendous. I saw her actually achieve an orgasm.

Now, here's my problem...first of all I should have left immediately instead of standing there watching her naked on the couch. Second, I can't believe that I was very aroused as I stood watching knowing she couldn't see me. I was aroused to the point that my panties were wet. Third, for the first time in a very long time I masturbated. The problem is that the stimulus for my masturbating was my mentally re-watching my daughter.

I couldn't stand it any longer and I shared my story with my mom who is a very young fifty nine. She was very blase' about it and basically suggested that I'm making a big deal in my mind about nothing. I would like to believe that. Your comments are appreciated as long as you don't tell me I'm sick.