Can't Help but Feel Wet

Nothing excites me more than wetting myself and masturbating. I love waking to the first light and reaching down into my panties while my bladder is full. The urgency of me needing to urinate coupled with my very strong sexual appetite has me continually wetting myself and masturbating daily.

Most mornings upon waking, I turn over onto my front and slide my hand down the front of my thick cotton panties. My forearm pushes against my bladder and I can feel my pussy starting to relieve itself of my juices (and some pee). With each trickle, I become even more horny. While rubbing my hard clit, I push my palm against my smooth shaven pussy.

Once in a while, I push myself up on my knees with my bottom in the air and pee myself through my panties onto my mattress. (I have a thick plastic mattress protector) and lie back down in my warm puddle of pee. This usually pushes me over the edge and I can't help but cum all over my fingers while the rest of my morning bladder empties into my palm and soaks my bed. I fall back asleep and the pungent smell of my urine usually wakes me sometime later, arousing me to yet another bucking wet orgasm!

Sometimes when I get out of bed and see the big wet patch that I've left on my sheets, I get embarrassed. I feel like I've been a naughty little dirty girl cause I've actually enjoyed it. I don't have a boyfriend right now but I wonder if I did, would I ever be able to stop myself so he wouldn't think I was weird? I don't think I could ever stop enjoying wet masturbation!