Mature Lady Discovers Size Matters

About a year ago for health reasons I got put on a cocktail of hormones, both female ones but also testosterone for a variety of boring medical reasons I won't go into.

When they put me on testosterone they warned me that one side effect might be that increased my libido. The thought did not bother me at all as I have always thought of myself as a rather sexual person but the reality was not something I was prepared for. From my second day on it I was feeling horny virtually all the time. I remember thinking that if this is how men feel I had a new found sympathy for them as it was so distracting. My husband saliently tries to keep up with my new demands with the aid of his Cialis but still I find I have to masturbate at least once and often several times a day even if he is 'servicing my needs' as I call it.

Since this started I have used the internet a lot to look at a lot of porn, something I have never done before. I have found pretty much everything turns me and triggers fantasies but I have found myself being more and more drawn to that which shows men with huge penises. My husband is not large and after three children I am not exactly tight either and for years regular intercourse has not really been very satisfying, usually when we do have sex he brings me to orgasm using his fingers in me which I find much more satisfying.

Since my obsession with size started I have experimented with bigger and bigger things inside me when I masturbate. I started with regular dildos I got off the net but have progressed to larger and larger monsters and other objects. It's a revelation to me, suddenly I love the feeling of being stretched again and as I get close to orgasm I find myself betting more outrageous in what I try. This morning as I was playing I got the large pumpkin I have brought for part of Christmas dinner and push that into me. I never though it would fit. It hurt a bit as I opened myself but I was staggered when finally it 'plopped' inside. I kept rubbing my clit so hard I thought I might damage that too and came so so hard I just had to share the experience.

I am still sore as I type this but feel so kinky I just had to share with someone so I hope all you Solo Touchers like what I have written. I will now have to go and relieve myself again as typing this has got me wet.