A Special Drink

I am forty years old and I have been masturbating since I was a lot younger. Ever since that time I have been able to produce a significant amount of ejaculate each time I orgasm. By significant amount I mean about a tablespoonful. It appears to me that it comes out of my pee hole and not my vagina but it certainly isn't pee. It's thick, gooey and slightly cloudy in color. It comes out slow but steady. What comes next is really my story. I use a small glass jar and as I orgasm I try to collect all of the ejaculate in the jar. I then drink all of it after rolling it around my tongue for awhile. The act of drinking my cum causes me to get totally excited again and I masturbate a second time. The second time I ejaculate very little. I usually do not masturbate for at least a week and sometimes two so that the fluid will build up in my body. It seems that the longer I go without masturbating the more fluid comes out when I finally do masturbate. I don't have any idea why I get so turned on by drinking my fluid but I just do.