Learning To like Fingering

I remained a virgin until I was 19, but I started masturbating at a very early age, earlier than I can really remember, and it was always by humping. The floor, blankets, anything, by lying on my stomach and pushing my hips in circular motions against the texture of the carpet or the folds of cloth.

Of course I didn't know what I was doing exactly until I was in late primary school. I never ever put anything inside myself, because it just didn't occur to me that it would feel good. I just humped my bed at night (most every night) before going to sleep because it felt so good and helped me sleep (it also gave me pretty strong and toned abs!). Finally, in late secondary school, I decided to be patient with myself and use my hand to masturbate for the first time. I spent a few hours just lying on my back, lazily using my index finger to trace my clit on the outside of my silky blue knickers. The slippery fabric felt amazing, but I was having trouble reaching full arousal like I could easily do humping. So I flipped over and just gave myself a taste of that pleasure, getting very close to cumming but holding back with all I had. I turned over again, slowly, and slipped one finger into my knickers, traced it over my slit and realised I was soaking wet! Using the abundant slippery moisture on my finger, I began to gently rub circles directly on my clit, just like I had on the outside of my knickers earlier. A series of shocks coursed through me as my clit was super-sensitive when touched directly. I was in heaven, and very excited to be masturbating in such a 'grown-up' way for the first time. After a while, the feeling grew and grew in a way that I had never experienced before when humping. My body was much more relaxed, and the waves of pleasure were much more intense as a result. I jerked involuntarily each time I circled my clit, and finally it came: waves and waves of pleasure washed over me as I came for the first time using my hand.

I've been addicted ever since. It just feels so good to touch my clit, slippery with my own cum (which by the way tastes fantastic... kind of a sweet/sour), until I am in the throes of orgasm.

Recently, I really wanted to try having a vaginal orgasm. I have never been able to during intercourse, so I thought I'd try through masturbation. First, I got myself really turned on by watching about half an hour of porn videos... mostly girls masturbating and seeing their faces and bodies react as they came. Seeing how obviously good they feel makes me feel it, too. So I watched these videos and I didn't let myself touch my pussy. It took a lot of self-control, and my vagina was spasming with pleasure and anticipation as I watched the horny scenes unfold on my screen, much as it is now while I write this. Wow, just remembering it puts my pussy in action. It's begging for attention... Anyway, I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter, until finally I allowed my hand to stray to my knickers (which were all I was wearing, by the way) and slide slowly up them on my crotch. They positively squelched. I don't think I'd ever been that wet before in my life. I did this for a while, teasing myself, letting my hand touch my knickers and then holding back for some time and finally, I couldn't help myself any longer and slipped them off, letting my hand brush over my exposed pussy. Ohhh. Did that ever feel good. I felt like I could have cum just by lightly dragging my hand over my slit, barely touching it, I was so aroused and ready.

So at this point, I refrained from touching my clit at all. I just took two fingers, and slid them effortlessly into myself. YES! This was it. I could feel it coming. I pumped them in and out slowly, slowly, and I felt the waves of pleasure become more frequent. My fingers felt every pulsation and it felt GOOD! Then it happened. The sheer pleasure created by the movement of my fingers easily pushed me over the edge into an intense orgasm that clamped down on my fingers and made me shudder. This is why I love masturbating.. it's just so damn good!

I'm not sure if I experienced a vaginal orgasm that day. In fact, it's more likely that it was just a clitoral orgasm stimulated by the movement of fingering. Either way, though, it was sooo good. What I learned is that I'll just have to find a guy who can turn me on enough to bring about that kind of reaction!