The Edge

Throughout my life, I thought that masturbation was the means to relief, not something to necessarily enjoy. This story shows the change in my thinking.

A friend of mine had sent me what she called a 'bed time story.' The idea behind this is a lot of people masturbate before bed to relieve the stress of the day. I opened the word document and began to read, I realized that the 45-page word document, which contained solely sexual material, would not be finished by the time I was. So I decided to masturbate to near ejaculation while reading, and then calm my self down. Then repeat until I could no longer control myself or I finished the story.

I read 3 pages; playing with my self the entire time and nearly came. It would turn out to be the longest time I have spent masturbating in my life. I regained control after 15 minuets and started again. I began playing while starting another section. I didn't get much further.

After calming down again I decided that the desk chair I was in was not the best place for my activities. I moved to my bed and continued my process. Never making it more then 3 pages. The wait time gradually increased after each 'round.' By the time I was close to finishing, I had spent nearly four hours teasing myself. On the last page of the story, I lost control of my self and ejaculated.

I made a mess, on my stomach on my chest and on the headboard of my bed 6 inches away from my head. I was 6'3 at the time; from my waist to my head is 68 inches; from my waist to my headboard was 74 inches.

To this day I use masturbation both ways, to relax, and to have fun. I have been to the edge of pleasure and lost control. Now, when I visit the edge I know what to expect when I slip, but I have also gained control. Those days that I visit the edge, the headboard needs to learn to duck.