Humping the Sheets When I Have To Pee

When I was 5 or 6, I had to pee so badly, but somebody was in the bathroom. I went to my bedroom and put a bunched up blanket between my legs so I wouldn't have an accident in my pants.

I was doing a 'pee-pee dance' of sorts and was rubbing up and down on my blanket. The urge to pee was so overwhelming, I felt I might pee my pants and so I rubbed harder and faster. I held my breath and got this tingly feeling all over my body. My muscles tightened and I was squeezing the blanket with my thighs very tightly.

Suddenly the feeling passed. I didn't feel like I had to pee anymore. I got up and the feeling returned, but by the then the bathroom was open and so I went and peed.

After that, every time I had to pee I would hold it for as long as I could and go into my room to hump my blankets until I got that tingly feeling throughout my body.

I remember in grade one during story time I had to pee really badly, but I wanted to hold it. We were all sitting on the carpet cross legged. I pressed my heel into my vagina and started rocking against it to keep myself from peeing my pants. It felt so good! The teacher asked me if I had to pee and I said I did, but it was too late and I peed my pants! That was the only accident I ever had.

For years it was my ritual to hold my pee as long as I possibly could. I loved the feeling of a full bladder and I especially loved the feeling of humping my rolled-up blankets. Everything felt so intense! I could lose bladder control at any minute and pee myself! It always made me hump harder and faster!

As I entered puberty I noticed my panties would get wet after humping. I didn't realize it was cum. I thought a bit of pee leaked out.

When I went on road-trips with my family, the long car rides and having to pee were such a turn on. I'd put something between my legs to grind against, often moving my hips in a slow, circular motion so nobody would notice what I was doing. During 'pee-breaks' I wouldn't go and I'd force myself to hold it longer so I could continue grinding and rubbing while we drove along.

All those years I didn't even realize I was masturbating and having small orgasms. I just knew it made me feel good. It wasn't until I was in grade 7 or 8 that I started to hump blankets and pleasure myself without it being triggered by having to pee. I learned what boners were and was fascinated by the idea of catching a boy in class with a woody. At night I would think about penises and wonder what it would feel like to have one and what ejaculating felt like for boys.

I try not to hold my pee anymore because I heard it was bad for you. Plus I've learned how to masturbate myself to orgasm in other ways, most of which still include humping, grinding, and rubbing.