Woman Coming as a Man

I am a 32 year-old woman who likes to fantasize about having sex with women as a man. Autoandrophilia, it's called. I feel like a woman in every way, except when it comes time to have sex - then I always fantasize I am a man. One of my favorite ways to get off is to put a synthetic flaccid penis in my pants, lotion the penis and 'jack off' as I stand and hump the corner of my bed with my Magic Wand vibrator in the other hand pressed against my clit. I imagine I am pounding the hell out of a woman and then I cum all over her. After my hard and heavy orgasm, off comes the fake penis and into the black bag in the closet it goes.