Early Days

Where to start? I think I started masturbating at about 5 years old. I'd already had erections before that, but not really stumbled across what to do. When I did, I used to lie on the floor, with my family and rub against the carpet until I came. At the time, it was just a fun thing to do - I had no conception then of what sex or masturbation meant.

Later, I got more of an idea of what I was doing, and started to know why I enjoyed it so much. The first time I properly ejaculated was when I was about 13, and I was with a friend's little sister. I went round to see him, and he was out. I went to see his sister to wait (she was a couple of years younger), and we ended up play fighting. She was riding me, and I was on my back on her bed. I realised that things were different this time (we'd done this before), and that her red face wasn't just down to being exhausted with fighting.

Eventually, we stopped fighting and started kissing, and then rubbing each other through our clothes. We couldn't do more because we could have been caught at any time. She came, and then me, right inside my jeans. I've never felt so messed up, and there was a really visible patch of damp spreading across my crotch.

I need to go and masturbate now, just thinking about it all again has got me horny - but more to follow.