I Just Wish I Could Squirt: (Update)

A while back I wrote about some experiences and asked for squirting advice. After lots of attempts I've finally learned to and it's the most amazing feeling and release ever...having my pussy just explode like that and soaking what's underneath me.I've had a lot more experience since the last time I wrote but I'm still a virgin. I've discovered a lot about myself: I love being submissive, I have a little pain fetish, and I'll pretty much try anything. I'm still saving my virginity for marriage though...but it's tough.

I described myself in my last story, but I'll do it again. I'm about 5'4, 36 DD, small waist, huge ass (unfortunately lol). I have long red hair, big green eyes, and pale skin.

Every time I masturbate, it's the same fantasy. All I want is for a big black man to scoop me up and fuck my brains out. In fact, anytime I see a big black guy like in my fantasy while I'm driving or at the store or something my minds starts racing and I'm pretty much instantly wet. Since my boobs are really big, I suck on my nipples and rub my pussy until I get wet. I imagine a man throwing me down and climbing on top of me, holding my wrists down and kissing me all over. I'm asking him to stop but he doesn't. I imagine him forcing me to do things and shoving his huge cock into my tiny little pussy. I imagine how it must hurt and feel amazing at the same time and wish desperately that I could feel that.

Then I get out my vibrator and use it on my clit. (I never finger myself or put my vibrator inside me because I'm trying to keep my pussy as tight as I can for whoever is my first.) When I'm just about to cum I put down my vibrator, flex my Kegel muscles and rub so hard between my clit and my hole while I bite my nipple. That little bit of pain helps send me over the edge, and when I finally cum, my cum squirts out of me, I scream and soak my sheets, the whole time wishing it was a big black cock that was making me explode like that.