'Relaxing' Massage

I have never had any experiences with women before. I have had no desires to be touched or pleasured by a woman.

Last week, I went to get a massage at this spa. I had never been there before and I have never had a female give me a massage, because usually I like really strong hands.

Anyways, Dani, the masseuse, who only spoke Spanish, told me to follow her upstairs to the massage table. I was so stressed out that day, that I could not wait to be relaxed and forget all my worries.

I am not comfortable undressing in front of people. Dani told me to undress. I have never been to a spa where I was asked to undress in front of the masseuse, but I thought since she didn't speak English that I would just do as she said. So I took off my dress and bra, and laid flat on my stomach on the table. Dani grabbed some lotion and started rubbing my legs first.

At first it was very relaxing, and I wasn't thinking about anything, but the relaxed state of mind I was in. Then Dani started getting closer to my upper thighs. She would keep 'accidently' slipping her finger up my underwear and slowing back down my thigh. This made me go insane. I could feel myself getting so wet; I was almost embarrased that what if she didn't know she was doing this? But she just kept going, still almost touching my throbbing clit. She did this for about 25 minutes, when the massage was only 40 minutes.

I let out a little gasp, as she grabbed more lotion.I could not get my mind off this. I kept thinking what if I turned around and she started fingering me. Oh my god, I was so horny. Dani kept going; massaging my upper thighs, then my butt. I so wanted her to touch me. I wanted to know what it would feel like. I know she could see how wet I was getting because I could feel it soaking through my panties.

When the massage was over, I jumped up, topless with no shame, and she looked at me, and then I caught her look at the soaking wet spot on my panties. She grasped my leg and smiled, then said, in English this time, 'Can I book you another appointment?' I didn't know what to say as she walked out the room...I just sat back on the table and put one finger to my clit, and exploded because I was so horny. I shook for minutes.

I really wish I had enough guts to go back and see Dani. Ever since last week, I've been fantasising about what it would be like for her to fuck me.