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Fucking Myself

I am always masturbating. I started it when I was 14, but it's only one year ago I discovered a rather unusual (and since, my preferred) way of pleasuring myself : I fuck myself !

It all started gently two years ago when I found I liked to pull my cock back into my legs and stick it between my buttocks, touching my butt. I linked seeing me like this in a mirror, as if I had no cock any more. At the beginning I could only do it when I was 'soft' enough, but after months I found that I could bent my dick enough to pull it back even when I was rock hard. I learned also to move my balls up into me so that my crotch is empty. Seeing me like this in a mirror, I looked like a girl, with no cock and balls, but just 'lips'.

One day I when I was in the men's room at my office (private and locked !) I sat on a table corner and wondered if I could insert my dick into my ass. This was not an easy job, I had tried it before when I was soft, and it didn't work. But this time I was hard, very excited by the idea, and I had my dick 'reversed' and I was sitting on this table corner so that the basis of my dick was on the table, and it made me think I could try and succeed.

First I needed some lube, and had none, but I opened the water tap and just got some water and soap from a distributor and I spilled water and soap onto my cock and ass and returned to my table corner, hide my balls again into me (otherwise it would have been painful just to sit like this !) and.... with my both hands I inserted my dick into me ! Oh god, that was good ! slowly moving up and down, I just felt I was a girl, having a dildo into my vagina, but the dildo was my own cock ! I wasn't able to cum, but I didn't worry because the feeling and rubbing of my cock into me was so intense I just imagined I cummed like a girl ! I really thought I was a girl !

After about half an hour it became painful so I removed it (when seated in the toilet), and washed carefully because... well, you guess.

But the next day I did it again, and the day after, and almost every day since. Soon I discovered that after some time my ass was contracting so I could leave the table corner, without letting my cock slip out. I put my clothes back on and just walked out, like this, with my cock into me ! I returned to my office desk and stayed like this for hours ! It wasn't painful any more. When I returned to the toiled, my cock was hard to remove because the soap had dried, but nevertheless it was very pleasurable.

Now I do it every day ! My dick is quite long, about 6 1/2 inches. But I think it is possible if you're smaller.

The 1st ten minutes, the dick is very likely to slip out, so I have to remain seated (at my glory table corner, remember). Then the ass contracts itself (it's a natural reflex) and the dick remains inside even if I walk (one day, it popped out when I was walking, I was very embarrassed and just ran to the toilets !) I can stay in this condition, hard, for hours : seems it never soften ! that may look strange, but remember that, because the anus contracts, the blood remains inside the cock !

I wish to insist on the fact that when I'm fucking myself, I feel so strange I cannot tell if I'm hard or not. I'm just feeling as if I were a girl with a dildo inside my vagina (of course it is a fantasy, but some days it is so real I just think I'm really experiencing what girl feels when they are fucked.

Although I've never been able to cum inside myself, probably because the dick cannot move enough, sometimes it's so pleasurable I really think it is as if I had a (female) orgasm. But this is very rare. most of the time, it is just like a if I'd masturbate without touching the head of my dick, so my pleasure is just average. Some other time, especially when I stay long inside myself, it becomes painful and I have to remove it (but this is the exception).

I'd like to hear stories from other men who did this, and also I d' VERY much like to listen to girls' reactions here: you girls, are you interested? disgusted? would you like to see me doing this? would you even fantasize about this?

I'm married and have 'normal' sex with my wife, but I never told her about this special and strange thing I'm doing every day , cause I'm afraid of her reaction. Should I?

Think I'm going back to the toilet...


Posted on: 2003-07-09 00:00:00 | Author: